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Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
yes ppl.i have officially moved to livejournal. wont be updating in here animore. bye bye to blogspot afta 5 long years. yesh, my birthday is coming. n what birthday without a wishlist ryt? hehekz. things i want for my birthday, of cos some may not b practical. bt a girl can dream can't she? JULIE'S 20TH BIRTHDAY WISHLIST. =) 1. a huuge bag. for sch. 2. a new makeup bag [mine is gone with e wind] 3. Davidoff Coolwater Perfume 4. JapaneseCherry Perfume [bodyshop] [u can add in other stuff frm e packgae as well] =) 5. Laptop Skin 6. A NEW HANDPHONE. [k this goes to my dad la] 7. A sony cybershot digicam. [daddy again] 8. Cardigans & tubes in various colours. 9. A pedicure / manicure session [with my girls. =)] 10.I WANNA SHEESHA ON MY B DAE!!!!!!!!! =) Il leave it at 10. Cos seriously ryt now i cant think of aniting else. turning 20 is almost like just any other birthday. a year older. lets just hope god knocks alot more sense into my head. mebe il b alot more wiser. in evryting i do. less clumsier. less dumber. less at being an epic failure at DIRECTIONS. yeah. hahahha. n ppl. to all my lovely classmates who wanted to attend the MUSICAL. i sincerely apologise!!! i couldnt get enough tickets for u guys. apparently all tickets have bn sold out. which is a gd sign in a sense that. its gona b house full on that day. bt yeah. im sorry guys. i felt seriously bad whn peiling asked whn she needs to pay me e money. =( bt COME ON. its julie here. im gona b in friggin NYP for e next 3 yrs. with alot more performances cuming up. so yeah. many other opportunities to cum watch k? once again. im really sorry. one great news b4 i end my final entry in blogspot. HAYABUSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA, yeah. tts all. so see ya arnd ppl lotsa love hugz n kisses muackz julie.b Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
ok ppl!heres a real quick one. i have to... sweep e floor. mop e kitchen. hang out clothes. take dwn clothes. wash the toilet. shower. glam myself up n head to fort canning. for my cousin's ROM. by 12 pm. n its 10 57am. -_- good luck to me. urgh. btw. im gona b movin to lj pretty soon. yeah like finally! i noe nina shila n fadie all waiting. gimme a while k ive bn loyal to blogspot for abt 5 years now. so yeah. whahhha tym for a CHANGE!!! =) lotsa love ppl. gtg nowwwww muackz. julie.b [ps. waitup for e wishlist k. hehekz.] Thursday, June 18, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
![]() i looike. this is tired me. with no make up. n sunny sunshine fadie. =) mr sun. sun. mr. golden sun. this was e same dae. i lost my slipper. i accidentaly left it underneath a table besyd me at wdlnds library. i like e carpet. so took em off. walk to another table. n realise later tht i onni haf one slipper. took me a long tym to take my other one bac. cos e girl thr tot i was starin at her. n of cos. fadie cudnt stop laffin. ![]() okokok updates. n all e other pictures wil cum. dun ask me whn. juz no tym now. its e HOLIDAYS BAYBEH,hmm lets see, monday e 15th. i went to sch tues i was in sch as well. wed oso in sch. tml gona b in sch. n omg. e whole of next week as welll.yay! wd a fantabulous holiday yawwww!!!! -_- yeah. 5 projects. over 2 weeks. bt oh wel. i wil stil find tym for my enjoyment. like e last minute meetup with sumone yest. whose tire puncture cos of my EXTREMELY HEAVY WEIGHT!yeah. i had a great dae. thanks to a great person. yeah. moral of e storey : spore roads n julie. damn far away. thanks. rehearsals. rehearsals. rehearsals. yeaps, its cuming!!!DREAMS.HOPES.PASSION. THE MUSICAL. 26th of july 09. raffles hotel jubilee hall. 2 pm - 5 pm. anione hus interested. juz msn me okies? heheheh its bn gettin more n more intense. alot of excitement. bt wel. as e dae wears on e energy level of evryone jus kinda sinks. n thn we all go "NOBODY NOBODY BT U!!!" dance n sing like crazy. =) n CONGRATS TO KATHER hu has finaly ORDed. ur a freee man now! hehehe. n CONGRATS TO DIDDU. hu wun b readin this. im missin e fella already. sumwhr in tekong. gettin tortured i tink. ='( STAGEARTS CAMP 09. fun or what!?!?! tho exhausted frm e musical rehearsals. me angel n zizi managed to get our asses bac to camp. whr we started with e NIGHT WALK. CRIME HUNT THINGIE. really a cool concept. sth i haven heard of. n boy did i haf funnnnnnn. hehehhehe. one thing tt ticked me off. ppl hu shower at camps. esp gals. hu take their own swt fkin tym . whn ur at camp. U THINK ABT OTHERS AS WELL. me n angel were waiting for abt an hour. bth of us eventually fell aslp durin tt hour. n thn jack came to say tt e guys toilet was available. baah hahahhaha. one thing abt guys toilets = nt clean. nt nice. at all. hahahahha. bt i had great fun. e next dae. all e acting. improv stuff. n crazy laffing. trust stagearts to craze things up. =) DIDDULICIOUS FAREWELL. e gang minus e "na"s plus fadie. met up at clark quay. ended up at arab street. thanks to fad. n boy. tt was one hell of a "NO SECRETS LET IT ALL OUT" dae. hehehehehhe. we shud do this more often ppl. mebe this tym with e addition of e "na"s bt without diddu. ='( i didnt cry. like all of u tot i wud. its onni NS. nt like migratin to UK or sth. wel. wd with e "those hu go NS. change whn their bac" its true. bt diddu. ITS DIDDU LA. haiyo. no such thing. heheheh i noe he had fun. n i noe he'll miss e gang. like hw we miss him. =) hmmm. todae was like e butt cramp dae. bt worth it. cos WE ARE 99.09% DONE WITH STATS SPSS PROJ! give it up for caleb dor julie n evelynn yawwwwwwwwwwww. hahahhahha. frm 10am. - 5 pm. chiong ah! nw just a few adjustments n we gona just forget abt stats for e rest of our lives. [hw i wish!] decyded to dinner at mac. thn sumone suggested we sit by e koi fish pond. chit chat. hehehhehe. started with evelynn me pearlyn shee min n hong xuan. ended with juz evelynn me n pearlyn. half e tym we thinkin of soakin our feet. thn music n singing. n chit chat til we gt irriatted with al e lalats. decyded its tym to head home. heheheeh nt bad. e sch has a nice plc to chill afterall. minus e lalats. annoyin lalats. hehehehe. so tml. econs! n int. web. can i say i hate e intranet sites. useless bitch sites. thanks. AZIZI ZEN ZWIERS. pls take care of urself! thank u very much. hehehehhe *hugz* lotsa love ppl, muackz julz. OMG. DID I MENTION I TALKED TO PRASHANT AFTA DUNOE HOW LONG!!! my preshhy. prashant ashoka. god i missed him!! we talked n NTH HAS CHANGED I TELL U! e gunduuu saamy is stil gunduuu!!! hehehehe. rembrin e sec sch daes over e fone in e RC in sch. hahahahha. i was laffin like mad. in hopes to meet soon. heheh =) ok nyts. slpy. mooooooooooo. booooo. i meant. bye. Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
yeaps. i noe i have tons to update on.bt currently im drownin in projects. juz taking a 5 min break to fin this quiz. sudenly e bestfriend is into the QUIZ thingie. =p 1. Besides your lips,where is your favourite spot to get kiss? forehead. =) mcm so loving ah. haha 2.How do you feel when you wake up this morning? y must dream of him!! of all ppl!! haiyo! 3.Who was the last person you took photo with? angel. shikin. zizified. 4.Would you consider yourself to be spoiled? i=m not sure. haha. 5.Would you ever donate blood? yeaps. just tt e folks dun like e idea. = 6.Have you had a bestfriend who was the opposite sex? yeaps 7. Do you want someone dead? hmm. not really 8.What does your last msg says? "aaaaaw. hehe. ilut! 9.What are you thinking right now? my boyfie has his girlfriend. hehekz. 10.Do you wish someone to be with you right now? hmmm yea. 11. What is the tyme u went to bed last night? 1 am plusplus? 12.Where did you buy the t-shirt you are wearing now? ITE - VTC STUDENT SEMINAR 2007. t shirt. gt it frm sch. 13. Is someone on your mind? hmm lets see. fadie. boyfie. lesbie. irin. WAAHIDDU!!minzi. mum. dad. sis. yeah. 14.Whos was the last person who texted you? sab sab ooi! Tag 6 random people to do this survey: boyfie lesbie minzi kavitha shila zizified! 16.Who is no.1 having relationship with? e princess! 17.Is no.3 a male or female? female 18. Is no.4 single? nope. 19.Say something about no. 5 my crazy gd fren . frm ite!!! lluv ya baybeh! 20. Describe no.6 my one n only zizified. fren of a few yrs! crazy crazy crazy! loving caring n truly understandin! yeaps. i sudenly hate skype. i gt ppl i duno just add me n go HIIIII. =.= musical rehearsals. [wil tell u more!] 5 projects. 2 weeks. [so called holz. bt im bac in sch evydae.] n SHAFIS B DAE!!! whoa . like e bestie said, i m a BZ WOMAN. muackz JULIE.BBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBBB Tuesday, June 09, 2009
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
![]() nw this. is a nice picture. i hate statistics. tts it. tts al i wanted to say. i wil blog afta thurs. once al e exams are finaly over. holz are crammed with projz. musical rehearsals. im lookin forward to wed n thurs. afta stats shit i shal meet my bestie. my one n only. cos she, more thn ani other person, is one who can make my dae, just by being herself. [a clown] n thurs. afta HTML shit. meeting washananashe. with e bestie too. sendin off the "bloody bugger" to NS. heheheh, I LOVE YOU DIDDULICIOUS. so till thn. see ya folks. im temperamental. n i complain abt evry single thing in e werld. n at tym sliek this. e bestie. wants to slap me. ='( kesian k lotsa loves. hugz n kisses. muackz julz. julie.b. btw. flyer visit was AWESOMENESS. minus e fact tt y geng jahat wasnt to b seen aniwhr. ='( Thursday, June 04, 2009
Thursday, June 04, 2009
i step into e hse n my sis goes"akka u shud congratulate me. ive just started a facebook acc" -_- =.= "wtf!?!" n oh did i mention whn she opens the door she went eh i bought rambutans. hahahah random woman. wel todae. hehehe. supposed to b shoppin like mad dae. with no money. 0-() nt exctly la.. had e cash. jz not enuff. while waitin for e bestie i go jln jln at e john little sale at e atrium. at sch. haha. impulse shoppin. a cute top n undies. =) im a happy woman. we were headed towards town. a decision made in e train frm yck. n thn . bishan arrives. suden talk abt e cirle line n poof we are outtaf e train b4 it closes! heheheh. crazy last min ppl like us.. decyded to go try e circle line. to vivo. heheheh. circle line noobz. lunch at banquet.. jlnjlnjln. minzi arrived. late as usual. n we jln jln more. tried on this damn hot sexy top frm eh i forgot e name of e shop yeah. wil go bac to get it once i get e cash. yippies. decyded to head to e deck lotsa random qns. answers. restin. camwhorin. singin. n BLOWIN BUBBLES. wel. onni i did tt. went to toys r us to get it. hehehe. i had a gd day. given tt its my onni relax day. haha. came home with e bubbles. if i dun slp tonyt ima go blow bubbles. weee. hehehe. MY BESTIE'S FUNNY MOMENTS. ♥♥FadieFadhilah says: eh! you know what happened yest! i hear sth jiggling outside at 11pm then i was like fuck, what sia. i hear sth jiggling! like a bracelet thing but very loud so, i was armed with a bamboo stick, went out on my own and guess what was there? a lost cat. 0_0 i think it was afraid of me. cause i carry the bamboo stick and all poor thing ..::`~*JuLiE*~`::..kiss me just whn im gona say sth says: whahahahhahahahahah my sister n i are laffin whahahha wtf? can i copy paste thing into my blog entry ♥♥FadieFadhilah says: eh i need to be armed okay! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG. this woman ah!!! makin me laff like mad luh!!!! oh wait e FUNNIEST PART ♥♥FadieFadhilah says: then my mum came out of her room and then she said sth classic, " you hanging clothes outside now uh?" -_- at 11pm whahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahah didnt i tell you ppl?? my bestie is a crazy woman? yeaps. hahahahhaha. poor kitty. wel. now.im off. pics will b up tml. weekend is abt abt stats. cos i suck at it. myt head to e flyer. to meet my lovelies. miss em really very much. lotsa love baybehs. muackz julz. Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
im kinda frustrated.with all thats goin on. n my slpless self. ica. ica. ica. aaagrh. im dyin for e holz 2 cum. n its e GSS!! im sooo in e mood for sum gd ol shoppin with e bestie. really will tk a whole lot of load off my chest. yeps. im tt kindaf person. new clothes. tings. keep me smilin all dae. so far. im done with econs ica [sucked, cudnt understan wtf they wanted.] pom ica [thank god. e chaptors i had at e bac of my head came out.] eff comm [e next one is cumin, sian.] left with my worst nytmare. now. stats. next wed. i haf abt a week, to buck up. can luh?? positive. stay positive. hw its bn like these pass few daes. hectic nk mampos la. rehearsals. cca. sch. icas. tutorials. seriously fad. tml i wanna meet u. n we go shopiin. or aniting else, juz no thoughts of sch ok. pls. need it. photoshoot at 158 kallang WAY. was ,. hmm. e place. ulu nk mampos. dearest shikin [my co actress. aka bestie in e drama] tol e taxi driver kallang "lane" n we had a tour of kallang industrial park to find out tt thrsrs no such plc. n its atcualy kallang WAY. heheheh e buildin is seriusly scary. like u feel like ur in this virtual game plc u dunoe waanna turn left or ryt. all gloomy n dark n tons of doors n narrow corridors. nt to mention the place is STUFFY nk mampos. bt of cos e room was airconditioned. if not arnd 30 ppl wud haf suffocated n died. no more musical. nomore me to blog abt this. abt how i died. hahaha. oh wel. yeah. kinda tied up with evryting. im relieved n abit. abit abit dissapointed. tt i didnt get selected for a SA annual produciton. bt their rehearsal dates are jst as hell-ish. as e musical ones. so thank god. la. we both need a rest eh zizified? hahahaha. bt i love e production theme. e plot. is wooooweeeeee woohoo. yeah. shafis b dae is cumin. i dunoe wd to get my boyfie. esp whn i noe most of my june allowance is gona b spent shoppin like mad. n thn oh. so much for tinkin im gettin e money tonyt. dads pay is on e 12th. boohoo. ='( k im leavin e hse cos e weather is bac n screamin like tml al gona die i shud haf stayed at sch. so much for a bit of rest at home. fk luh k, fk. home = peace? my ass. my fkin friggin big ass. Saturday, May 30, 2009
Saturday, May 30, 2009
my mad momentsat wdlnds library. of cos e bestie was nearby. whn she saw me doin my dynamic pics. she started laffin like a maniac. whahhaha im suppa stressed la k nw my name is julie e dua toncet bhai. ![]() ![]() ![]() i dun usualy do this kinda stupid things. bt heheheh. *tk tau malu * ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() wel. todae is sat. tonyt is gona b spent doin acc. tml i wake up at 1pm. n do acc til i die. mondae i haf acc ica. n afta sch i haf to meet kaye abt e audition results. if ur wonderin. this one is for SA drama annual production. i noe ive gt e musical. bt wel. i wanna do both. lets see whthr i do get in. if i dunt. nvm. thrs another tym. turs i haf PHOTOSHOOT!!! *weeeeeee first tym in my life. im gona haf professional makeup n stuff. weehees. bt wed at 8 am. i haf POM ICA. afta stats la. bt stil, mcm packed nk mampos siol. why like tt? evryone says WELCOME TO POLY LIFE BAYBEH! yeah i need to get used to this sumdae. yeaps. i forgot to mention i met my amulu yest n hes learnin to talk. n he slapped me across e face liek 3 tyms. n it hurt. bt it sok. amulu mummy can stil go on n say "akka adi!" n he continues whackin me. wth. heheh ei love him my baby boo. *moooches ok let me pls survive this week. n many more weeks until i fin my dip. im missin my long long convos with jaffu. lotsa loves hugs n kisses muackz julz. Saturday, May 30, 2009
get this straight.u are damn annoying alryt? u dont know how to UNDERSTAND ME. whn i cum bac home at e wee hour of 12 midnyt. i expect to sit bac. relax n take my tym to do my things simply cos im FKIN TIRED. u oready called me whn i as in e train u gave me a list an ENTIRE LIST of hse werk to do. b4 i go to rehearsal tml. n wd tym does rehearsal start tml? 10. u tink im gona wake up? im exhausted. WHICH PART OF EXHASTED U DUN UNDERSTAN? n thn u go ask me fkn annoyin qns "why so late? thn hu ask u to join ccca this is why i tel u not to join. is it compulsary fo ru to have a cca. thn how abt all ths hu dont have one?" jzu cos i asked whthr i can fkin wash e fkin toilet on sundae cos i noe i fkin wun wake up early to make sure e fkin house is sparklin spick n span whn e uncle arrives to give e fkin pc. like hes gona chk evry single room includin e toilet. abt cca. "i oready tol u not to join any cca. its so late" all i said was "get used to it. i m part of a damn MUSICAL. which is NEXT MTH. " wtf do u expect? n she goes "u dun tok to me like tt ok? u dun ask me to get used to it all ok" waah seriously WOMAN!?? ARE U NUTS?!? OR FKIN MAD ?!?! OR WDVER CCB THING? ur being fkin unreasonable. im not a fkin DOLL. WDEVR U SAY I MUST FKIN SAY "OK MUM" n u noe wd? tts wd i said iN e train, "ok mum i wil do all e fkin hse werk. tmlmornin B4 I GO TO SCH" which starts at 10. -_- AAAAAAAAAAGHR. u go n fight with ur husband all e fkin tym . n thn whn i cum home late tired like a worn out fkin idiot. u cum n vent all ur anger at me. n im supposed to go "OK MUM!??!?!" u gt to b kiddin . a cca is impt in POLYTECHNIC. get tht into ur head. ITS NOT LIKE SEC SCH WHN IL B HME BY 7 E LATEST. gt tt into ur head. in poly they treat u like ADULTS. they make u fin up wdvere werk. til wdvere tym cos they wan u to learn to MAXIMISE TYM . MANAGE UR TYM . get tt in ur head. ZULAIHA BEGUM BINTI MOHAMED HASSAN IS NT A FRIGGIN MACHINE. gt tt into ur head. i go to sch. i cum bac home all i wanna do is makan. shower. homewerk. n slp. n tts wht ANY CIVILISED HUMAN BEING WIL LDO. its not like i dun do any thing in e damn house FOR 4 FKIN MONTHS. I WAS AT HOME HU DID EVRYTING? WHO!?!?!? ME. N ONLY ME . ok e maid was arnd. bt hu did e grocery shopin. hu did e cleaNin e hse. moppin e hse. washin e toilet? me. cos i was fkin freeeeeeeee. with nth else bt hse werk./ NOW. I M GOIN TO SCH! I END LATE. I GT WERK TO DO. N TT WERK DOESNT INCLUDE FKIN HOUSEWERK. so wht if im a gal? its not my fate ok. evrydae i wake up at 7 am. if sundae is e onni dae i can wake up at 1 pm TTS WD I WIL DAMN WELL DO. COS I NEED TO REST. I NEED TO SLP I NEED TO FEEL RELAXED. n even thn u go on n on abt "so what? so wdt? stil must do housewerk wd?" u haf to realise sth ah. im nth like shah. she doesnt do any fkin thing at all. [no offence shah. bt tts e truth] so GIVE ME SUM APPRECIATION N PLS JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. i haf enuff in my head tryin to manage my tym. whn i cum bac home i duwanna hear u screamin at me. screamin at anyone. for tt matter. i duwanna hear. TML U DO THIS. TML U DO TT. esp whn u noe im fkin exhausted. seriously. for all thos ppl hu keep sayin im fit to b a housewife cos of all the fkin hsewerk i do. im not gona do aniting animore. tts it. n if tts gona beucm a huge prob. n whn dad cums to say "do u noe tt ur mum n i fight all e tym becos of u.? u are e main source of all our problems we always get into misunderstandings becos of u" seriously. its nth new to me. mcm. "shal i get out of ur lives? thn u guys wun fight?" haish. kesian tau aku? nk mampos la. serious. im so lookin forward to tml im gona go rehearsal. go meet e bestie. minzi. study. makan. either movie or lepak. cum home at 9 30. lock myself insyd my room. n do accounts. bye. Wednesday, May 27, 2009
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
cannot blog in sch. -_-fkin slp deprived. pics take years to upload. thanks. its pom. i haven done any shit. copy paste answers. way to go julz. u wil pass with flyin colours. was on e fone with e bestie at arnd 2 plus tol her scully i wake up at 7 30 whn sch starts at 8. n tts exactly wd i did. think e mum gave up on me. she used to try wake me up. now no one cares. so i jz happen to chk e tym n poof. its 7 21. naabae. thank god thrs no cca todae. cos seriously. im shagged. n i need to study for econs. which sucks btw. did i mention? im juz being annoyin n complainin abt sucky sch. bleargh. just wanna say sth abt guys hu are in e rejected list. n they become utter sore losers. they becum bitter abt evryting n thn they move on to take revenge, n they dun ever give up. to my affected gals. IGNORANCE. is e key thing alryt? uve moved on. u gt better things to do let em assholes be wd they are. gt it? sab jus commented tt i look like i wil slap anione hu makes me angry now. yeaps. def. mood swings gone wild. i need my daily dose of caffeine. starbucks anione? pls? *screams THROW IT AWAY FORGET YESTERDAE! WE'LL MAKE A GREAT ESCAPE!!!* Monday, May 25, 2009
Monday, May 25, 2009
wel you can say im addicted to the song. well. today was a great day spent with e bestie. at wdlnds library. we did our werk. took crazy dynamic pics for msn. [mine, e beloved uses adium] we did manage to get atleast sum werk done la. better thn nth at all. =) met man for dinner. thn they cabbed home. i trained home. sth to talk abt todae. 2 things infact. i had a very disturbin dream last nyt. shah. this is abt u. haha. in my dream. u were goin to die. im sorry. bt tts wd i dreamt. i cant control my dreams. evryone knew. there was sth rong with ur bloodstream or sth n anytym u are gona collapse. n whn u do. tts whn u wun survive. [in my dream la. ] so wd happens is tt. u are stil up n about. u can walk n all n evryone noes tt ur tym is nearin esp me. n im cryin like a whoppari case. [u noe me well] all i can think abt is. hw im gona cont with my life without u. n ppl keep cumin. n its actualy sth like a "party" in our house which for sum reason is HUGE. N NTH LIKE OUR REAL HOUSE. like evryone is denyin e fact tt we are gona lose u. ppl u n me both noe. n dun noe all juz keep cumin n cumin n im desperately watchin ur evry move. u noe e truth as well. bt u dun seem sad at all. n wel u just keep givin me blank looks. i go into sum huge room n msg fadie n keep cryin mehru actually is tryin to calm me dwn bt im like BT ITS SHABANA. WD M I GONA DO WITHOUT HER MEHRU? " n sth like tt. yeah. i woke up feelin like shit. i tell u. shah. i myt b a fkin bitch at tyms im nth like u in many ways unless u count our shared love for drama/acting. i love you. very much. n i tell u. the dream was so vivid. the thought of havin to lose u was soo real. it was soo close to havin lost u. n not knowin wd to do abt it. at all. i love u very very much. i actually called u juz now. u didnt pic up la. i dun tell u this often cos we are both caught up with hell in e name of sch. i love you very much. dun leave me k. yeah. so yeah. 2nd. thing. e "stepmum" [ I HAVEN GOTTEN USED TO TT WERD OK!] texted me todae. surprised i was. indeed. abt askin me to drop by at wdlnds to see farhana [stepsis] cos shes learnin to talk. swt la kan? baby learnin to talk. n thn she said she was lookin forward to see me n we cud chit chat n all truth b told. she is definitely a nice person. n im just wel sick n tired of pretendin not to like their family or wdsoever. the werd CHOICE is very prominent here. bt haish. it feels nice. whn sumone msgs sth nice. n yeah. sumhow i now. tt i wil grow gettin attached to e baby. its this thing with me n babies. i love em. many2. so yeah. hmmmm. nt exactly an excitin dae. bt seriusly. im dyin for e hols to begin. i need a gd rest. i wanna slp all day long. seriously. tts wd i really wanna do. ive gt ICAs an audition rehearsals n confirm durin hols thr are gona b tons of projects as well. may god save me. make me pull thru pls. thank u very much. sth to add before i leave. * temptations suck * e day i learn how to resist temptations is the day ... er. i dunoe how to end this sentence. so. buhbye for now. lotsa love darlinz. muackz julz. Sunday, May 24, 2009
Sunday, May 24, 2009
1. My ex is still: arnd. sumwhr in this werld. 2. I am listening to: e mum naggin. n its irritatin e hell outta me. 3. Maybe I should: get out of e hse for good.. 4. I love: my coffee. its gona bring me to heaven n keep me awake whn i need to b. 5. I don’t understand: why women haf to do housewerk -_- 6. I lost: my trust on u. n my wallet last month. 7. People say: julie is good at putin on a facade. 8. The meaning of my screen name is: my nick. n a line frm my poem. 9. Love is: pure seduction. *haha. random. tts e name of my perfume. * 10. Somewhere, someone is: thinkin of me? i dunoe. 11. I will always: think twice b4 buyin sth expensive. bt whn e bestie is arnd. sumhow it doesnt matter. 12. Forever seems: too long. 13. I will never ever want to: get married any tym soon. trust me. 14. My cellphone is: dyin with overload of forwarded msgs. i wil kill u jaffu. 15. When I woke up in the morning: i watched hiphop countdown. n missed the first song cos i fell bac aslp again. -_- 16. I get annoyed when: my mum nags. whn i hear her callin my name with tt irritatin tone. makes me wanna go. I DUWANNA HEAR U. OK. PLS. *covers ears with hands n looks away* 17. Parties are: fun fun fun! dance all nyt baybeh! 18. My pet(s) is(are): washananashe. its my bear. 19. Kisses are the best when: given to sumone hu is aslp. sumhow i like tt notion. 20. Today: was supper slack. didnt get anyting done. 21. Tomorrow: will b e opp. i b meetin bestie n we b muggin / werkin. 22. I really want: a waterbed. n chocolate served to me as n whn i like. 23. Really want to ask: WHY DOESNT MONEY FALL FRM E SKY!?!?!? ok so yeah. copy paste frm fadie. mcm malas nk buat ape2 so juz did this. n im plannin to fall aslp real soon. to b able to meet bestie at 10 tml. lotsa love ppl. haf a great nyt. n i hope ur mothers are not naggin. -_- annoyin siol. julie.b. Sunday, May 24, 2009
wel helloooo!bollywood nyt was indeed a blast! tho e dance floor was kinda boring bt other thn tt. e entire show. rocked! the dances. the DRAMA!! BY YR 2 & 3s. whoa!!! or wht??! heheheheh. pics wil b up soon. for e first tym i did my hair at e salon. whahha with syeerah. a new found fren. =) zizified became. azizi preity zin-tar. ul find out soon .he won e best dressed btw. =) bt seriously e highlight of e dae wasnt e lookin gorgeous bollywood style. it was. me fallin dwn at e carpark infrnt of my blk. -_- a nasty fall i would say. n e best part my dearest love, azizi, whn i was despearately SCREAMIN MY LUNGS OUT for him, on e floor, he was lookin up. left right. bt NT AT MY DIRECTION! goodness. sumtyms i cud kill him . n thn whn he saw me. soo cute la kan he ran over n went "JULLIIIEE, WHAT HAPPEN? WHY U FALL DWN?" yeah. i prayed this mornin tt i shud fall dwn. -_- whahhahaha oh wel n thn syeerah hu was in e taxi saw me take my fall n hold out my hand screamin for zizi n she went " u damn cute la" thanks eh. thks. n poor dee. hahahah. she was lost n i was supposedly gona save her. she was on e fone with me. whn i fell. n i gues e numbers were being randomly pressed in e process so she was lyk "HELLO? HELOO? HELOO!? HELLO!?" WHHAHAHAHAHHAHA. i tel u. my ankle is hurtin lyk fk. bt all this is juz so funny. tremendous fun at e bolly nyt. tons of pics taken. lotsa memories. im glad i chose to b in stage arts. ryt frm e start. =) its e only place u can go crazy. n its e norm. =) th lepak abit with fin nigel zizi thn met wid CHELLAMS!! bn ages baybeh! shes cumin over later. soo much to catch up on. came home. n my dad nearly killed me massagin my foot. cos e ankle hurt real bad. i tell u. i was actually citin onto my cushion to stop myself frm screamin out loud n wakin e neighbourhood up at 3 am. i actually asked him "is this pain worse thn givin birth!?!?" he didn tbother ot answer. hahaha. sumhow. i cudnt slp. called e bestie. hahaha. sumone hus nocturnal. u call her anytym frm 1 am to 4 am. shud b awake. hahaha. idiot was laffin liek a mad woman. all e way whn i tol her abt my fall. hehe atleast ive made her laff. so yay for tt. hehehe. sumwhr in convo we talked abt e sarawak trip n al our classmates. we haf a MUTHUSAMY. n she refered to the "veshdi" as "white skirt" whoa. cmi. laff n laff like mad til my dad came in to ask why i wasnt slpin. whahhaah a whole lot of yt memories. n thn at 5 i fell aslp. i want to post my pictures. im lazy. im sorry abt tt. mebe tonyt. i haf econs ica on thurs. n wd haf i done abt it? wel. onni chaptor 1 done until e ppc curve. die. lotsa love hugz n kisses. muackz julie.b Friday, May 22, 2009
Friday, May 22, 2009
![]() ![]() n thn ah. e pics take damn long to upload ah. so ah. i da give up. -_- fkin slpi. slp deprived me. shal blog. blabber. bitch. durin POM. Wednesday, May 20, 2009
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
helo. lotsa things i wanna say.bt let me sum it up with this. i gt selected for e NYP MUSICAL. =) i met nina afta a long tym . [wid shila] i bumped into ANDYKUNDI! boy i miss my geng jahat. eff comm speech went fantubulos! i have been slpin for aprox 4 hours/dae for e past few daes. aerobics is tiring. [HUEVER TOT SO? i tot mcm fun aje.] i need to set my priorities ryt. i need to manage my tym well. lets just say tt i really do miss the werking daes. whn i compare sch n werk. trust me. werk wins hands down n those daes i kept lamenting abt how i wanted badly to go to sch. n now. im lamentin on how bad sch really is. fine. il stop. this is sch. i gt to set things straight. im seriously in need of time management n tons n tons of slp. so boyfie. im sorry. i dunt ever want it to look like im ditchin u guys cos ive gt to go for my first rehearsal. im pretty sure u all understan me. i can go on n on abt hw i this that wdver n all. i m bz. im tryin my best to handle evryting to cope wth evryting. id really love to just put it all at e bac n join u guys as n whn we arrange stuff. bt il b e one suffering in e end. i noe evryone has sch evryone has wdever, [i used to say all tht] i regret nw. k. im sorry. esp to u minzi. i gues cos i always go on abt how ur not e oni one hu has probs. nw im no different frm u. im goin on n on abt how a bitch life realy is. blah blah. so yeah. to all of u. boyfie esp. im really sorry dun get mad. dun b pisssed. ilu. n i promise. by the end of e week. all my pictures wil b up in my blog. its lackin my fave memorable pics. my best pic so far n all. thrs one thing i m lookin forward to tho. this sat nyt. =) Stage Arts Night. [i think tts wd its called] tym to glam. nyts ppl. nt really in e mood .. Saturday, May 16, 2009
Saturday, May 16, 2009
wel. i have gone missin havent i?sorry abt tt ppl. julie da bz nk mampos ah! malas nk mampos. n wdever nk mampos u can think of. its bn wd? more thn a week. haha. im just bac home frm sch. SA drama session n thn lil bit of finishin up werk with zizi. SA is definitely getin more n more fun=) yay. makes me forget how sucky sch actually it. like ive alwys said. my idea of a cca is just tt. to make me enjoy myself amidst all e stress. so yeah. crazy laffter. crazy acting. n of cos lotsa learnin. so yeah.. wds bn happenin so far? parents have left for penang. in fact they b cumin home tml nyt. haha. i cant say i seriously miss them or anitin. cos i bn really bz this one week theyve gone. with late endin nyts almost evydae. mcm no diff. unless u count in e mums naggy stuff. hehe. she can b lovely too la.. whn she was leavin. she came bac into e hse to hug me n went "i love u" n e nyt before we had a misunderstandin abt sth. hahah like fade always says. my mum is UNPREDICTABLE. nonetheless. love u mummay. so. thurs was out with kather. meetin up e darlin afta like soo many mths. went to catch wolverine. n haha damn funny. whn u haf 2 absolutely crazy ppl together its just super fun la. hahaha. lotsa talkin on my part. cant help it. im a chatterbox. =) waolverine was like. woohoo. hahaha. so thurs was fantabulous cos of hugh jackman n abdul kather. =)=) mcm double happiness eh. hahaha. n yeah. b4 i met him i was at yewtee. jln2 with sab. we had desert at toastbox. i tell u. e feelin ah. at tt plc. its just like homey. soothing. niceynicey. n there we were sharin ice jelly or sth i think. cos e weather ws killin us. heheheh. ws gd beb. i wil cum yewtee often now. i like e plc =) fri. a dae out with 2 of my bestest bitches. e 3 of us have nvr gone out together. on our own. so yeah. came this opportunity whr i need to shop for my eff comm ica. haha. i need formal tops. so minzi reccomended this fashion at bugis. n there we headed with e bestie as well. so 3 crazy women. lotsa jln2. pokin fun at each other. apparently fadie loves to bully minzi. n wd do i do? watch e show! hehehhe. so minzi goes "moodhevi! unnae enakku pidikelae! veetukku podi! po!" n fadie juz laughs even harder or plain ignores since she doesnt understan. of cos i tell her wd it is la. bt heheheh extreme funnyness. n minzi was completely helpless n went '"y singtel?? tt tym i met u .. u were soo nice? wd happen now?" wel. obviosuly no offence to anione wdsoever la. we all loved each other. hahaha. so while i try on e many clothes they chose for me. both my babies go arnd lookin for other clothes. whahhahah. e dae ended at coffee bean. n of cos wd else wud we do whn fadie has her macbk? hahahhah. photobooth loh! n minzi was new to seein her face being distorted to crazy proportions. n she was takin videos of me n fadie makin a fool of ourselves. whahhahahaha. it all ended good. hehehe. now i noe e best 2 ppl to bring along to go shoppin. they are simply e best. =) since e granma is arnd n mcm no one layan her. i called e aunt n asked whthr we cud go for a nyt show. any new movie wadsoever. so decided on SARVAM [ARYAAAAAAA.. EN RAAAASAAAAAA] so fadie n i rushed to gv yishun. n thn whn we settled e tix. otw home another impulse shoppin by e bestie. we bth had victoria's secret silkenin body splash in our bags. =) mine is called "pure seduction" n i tell u. e smell. woohoo. can flyyyyyyy. hahahah taxied home n i dunoe wtf we were thinkin. fadie n i started posin with SARONGS. i noe. whn besties get together we do e dumbest stuff. yeah. e many many pics will b uploaded by fadie. chk out fb ppl. hahaha. n thn she left. took e taxi. just to call me bac n go "zul !! i left my wallet at ur plc!!! " it was together with e body splash thingie. so i ran bac home to get it n thank all gods. there wasa taxi ryt infrnt of me. told e driver to hold on n thn e bestie eventually went bac home whhhahahaha. shud haf seen e gal. walkin cum slow joggin towards me. kesian. thn arnd 11 45. e granma n me. we head to gv ysishun meet up e aunt. caught 2 movies. my first tym watchin fridae midnyt shows was like omg nk mampos, soo suppa slpi! cos e 2nd movie i'd oready watched with my dad last week. so like. i took e tym to slp here n thr. wd with e aunt n granma laffin like mad durin viveks comedy stuff.. not much of slp all rched home at abt 6am. n i forced myself up n reached sch at 12 30pm -_- so wd abt e 2 movies? SARVAM? arya. his character intro was like CAN I MARRY U PLS!??! suppa fkin hot la siol!!!! he came dressed up like this posh ne-yo-ish kinda style with his cool suppa hot brown eyes n killa bod. ppl. ARYA IS THE MAN . u gt to admit. [of cos no one beats SURYA IN AYAN] n haha. trisha dies sumwhr early in e movie n e whole theatre is like "wtf!??! is this wd i came for? to see my trisha die?" n i was like "HAHA. DIE READY. HAHA. HAHA. ALL CAN GO HOME NOW" stupid. pls la. shes nt like DDG. shes juz ok. tts al. bt u noe. e indian nationals hu wun understan wd it is to behave like civilised ppl. yeah. wdver la kn.? thing is. e movie is suppa intense. afta trisha dies. bt evryting b4 she dies is SOOOOOO E ROMANTIC LA. one i hate abt arya. tt look he likes to haf like he cant b bothered to shave for hundred years. startin of e movie soo clean n tip top n hot hot n thn afta e woman dies. looks like wd he looks like in all his films. -_- devadas looks alike. n GURU EN AALU. MADHAVAN n this woman who looks freakishly like trisha. ABBAS. [old sch hottie. hus not hot animore.] simple storey. lotsa comedy. anything with madhavan n his charmin looks n gd actin. is like.. evrything mixed into one. romance.love. hatred. all. evryting. both movies haf great songs. all my "song producers " out thr. u noe hu u are pls go dl evyting n sen em to me k? love u love u love u. =) nw. im so totaly gona shower n slp. cos 4 hours of slp is not doin my body any good. sth to add before i go. bg hayabusa is fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine. yay. n minzi. puhlease. DREAM ON!!!! HEHEHEHEH ps. I FINALY DOWNLOADED SKYPE!!!!! skyped with SHAMZER! suppa fun loh!!! hehehehehe. n sth in german. for my non german ppl, MEINE NAME IST JULIE [pronounced as "MINE NAMA IST JULIE] heheheheheh. yay. lotsa loves baybehs! muackz julz. Sunday, May 10, 2009
Sunday, May 10, 2009
lotsa stuff to update on.bt heres a quick one
went fantastic. im in hopes of gettin in
i love you guys. we had e best fridae nyt.
hes discharged alrdy =)
i hope evryting wil go fine. todae is mothers dae. Friday, May 08, 2009
Friday, May 08, 2009
well hello to the world. =)im in a jolly wolly good mood. currently at nyp library south wing [i think] sch is over. yay. im meetin my lovelies at arnd 3 30 at amk hub. =) lets start with STAGE ARTS DRAMA. orientation. awesome or whaaat!?!?!?! lotsa lotsa crazy ppl. new frens. old ones. seniors. juniors. blh blh. games. funny crazy acting. n HELLOTSA LAUGHTER enjoyed evryting. n im suppa excited abt e productions instore for us this sem. thrs this NYP MUSICAL event. first ever in nyp. n of cos I WANA JOIN. auditions are later in e evenin. goin with zizi. hopefully we gt it. its really a huge event/production, n wil do my portfolio alot of justice n of cos all e experience n fun n drama. tts e most impt ting. so this one im goin for it. n thn thrs this ANNUAL STAGE ARTS PRODUCTION. so wanna go for tt one too. n i gt a crazy stare frm zizi . he went "are u crazzy julz?" n i was like. no.. i juz. wanna learn more n have fun! n he was like "julz. big productions mean evrydae rehearsals no matter wd tym u end sch. it also means u haf to complete ur tutorials. proj. studyin n go for rehearsals." oh wel. heheh julie kn da excited. so totally forgot e reality, for a while sch just seemed like stage arts n nth else. :P yeah. n i wil b dead thn. bt thn again. duncha think tts wd life is all abt balancing things. managin ur tym well. n being an all rounder. so as to get e best out of evryting u WANT n NEED. ?? im gona haf to learn sumdae to juggle my things give sufficient tym for evyting n do e best i can. in evyting. bt of cos la. for starters one thing at a tym. as it is. im almost strugglin.. okok no im not strugglin. im juz tryin to get used to e fast pace n b disciplined abt finishin up my werk. n revisin wds bn taught. ive bn out of e education system for a year. so im tryin my best to move bac to e hectic werld of schlin. so yeah. for now. just go for e musical auditions. see whthr i make it. insha allah. i wanna make it. thn il juz concentrate on this one. n sch werk. shud i not get in. thn il audition for the stage arts production. this or tt. =) either way i wanna learn as much as i can =) tts all e happy part. sad part now. my baby boo amulu has bn admitted into kk hospital. sum nasty insect bite which caused an infection on his forehead. n spread to his eyes. n the topper portion of his face is all swollen to gigantic proportions. ='( i nearly cried out loud n almost made a scene thr. bt i controlled myself. cos i love amulu. n my heart juz cudnt take it. to see him like tt. seriously. cmi. bt i didnt make a scene. it wun b a nice thing to do. n ok. i haf to cum out of this "cry at evryting" shit sumdae. he was slpin whn i reached. bt whn he was awake i had a clear view. n man. it hurt. goodness. bt no matter wd my baby is stil my baby a great big "AMULU" had him smilin. n u can see he is clearly uncomfy with e drips tube on his hand n he was like. "mum mum" whahha. as usual. he was stil e same. jz tt his face was swollen. n amulus mummy was like. "zul. todae hes so much beter. last nyt he face was even bigger" i was tinkin. "ok thank god i dint cum last nyt. i wud haf cried like a mad woman" bt hu cares nw hes better. one more blood test result to go. be4 he can b discharged i think so me n maami were gettin him to have his makan. thn i brought him out fr a wlk all arnd e ward. with his runnin n screamin n all. hehehehe. love him mny2 la. n this i gt to say. whn i reached e ward. thr was this kiddo. hu was folowin me all arnd . n i was lost. lookin for amulus bed. i didnt notice whn i finally reached. amulis mum goes.. "hus this girl?" n i turn. the gal is cute abt 4 yrs old. n she immediately fires qns at me "who are u? whr do u live? whr are u cumin frm" n me anxious to see my bbay. i wasnt payin attn. n e gal kept folowin me. n she go kachau all e other kids arnd. n kena scolded by e nurse bt stil go arnd kachau. -_- it was my first tym at e childrens ward. so i didnt noe wd to expect. i tot its a hospital. must b quiet. ppl kn sick? must rest bt here!! gt kids runnin abt here n thr. evrywhr! n thr was this chinese boy. hu was supper defiant. n went "lanchao la u" at e NURSE! n tamil ah. u wil call this kinda ppl "ADENGAA APIDARI" i was soooo shocked n thn i was gettin frustrated with e malay gal hu kept shakin amulus bed n throwin his play things arnd -_- one more storey. [hahaha loooong post eh?] e baby next bed to amulus was like a 30 day baby, an indian family e mother. was thr. n she was hoggin on e fone while her cutey lil baby was CRYIN HER SMAL SMAL LUNGS OUT! i duno WTF e mum doin.. il juz throw my fone sumwhr n attend to my justborn baby. so wd if ur tired. UR STIL E MOTHER. e babys cryin for god noes how many crazy reasons. bt CARRY LA.!! kn new borns need all e warmth arnd carry n hug hug n sing lullaby or cooo at e baby STH! u just sit thr n talk on e fone n try tappin e baby OF COS E POOR THING WIL CRY LA. my aunt. hu cudnt tahan animore actually went over to sayang the baby. mcm she look afta all e way siol! duneo wtf e mum doin. damn small noe e baby. n i think gt multiple injections n thn they take sth frm e bone marrow or wd so obviously baby is hellotsa pain n its shiverin la dae!!!! haiyo. stupid indian woman. dunoe how to look afta her own child! crazy idiot. thn i supose they had other kids to go fetch frm sch. both hubby n wifey letf e plc with my aunt stil carryin e baby n sayin salawat n wdever nots. -_- n thn later e parents of e baby didnt cum abc bt e aunt n aunts bf came i think atleast better la e aunt carried e baby n all. nonsense siol. n amulus mum actualy said tt durin e nyt e baby was cryin n both papa n mama were actually SLPIN AWAY. astagfirullla. how ah? hw u all can do like tt ah? ur baby. NEW BORN BABY. onni 30 daes. havin fever n wdnot. cryin out loud for e entire hospital to hear. n u guys can actualy fall aslp? i gt NOTHING. to say. -_- aaargh. bt yeah. as usual e moment i see e many patients. in e hospital. i start to regret even cumin. n best part fad. i called her to tel her tt im nt goin to watch wolverine afterall. n was otw to kk to see amulu. this is wd she said. "waah. all this while sumone in e hospital nvr go n see. now baby kena admit go ah!! thn u said u wun even cum see me in a hospital if i ever gt admited! bt baby can go see la?" walau!! idiot. ur being suppa unfair loh. listen. U ARE MY BESTFREN LA DAE. e minute i noe ur in hospital i wil cum. bt just e thought of u in tubes n wder sht is scarin me n makin me tear NOW oready. so tts y. if u ready not in a gd situation n i arrive n start cryin like a bitch. i think even ur MUM WIL DRIVE ME AWAY. n thn hes at e hospital i noe. bt u nvr tol me u were gona visit. n i dun even noe which hospital he is in! wth m i todo whn i arrive, n if i see alot of tubes n blood streams n wd not i myt scream n pengsan thr n thn. -_- i think he wun ever msg me again afta tt. hahhahaha. n puhlease la. this is amulu. wd with e demam babi shit now. i juz had to see tt he was alryt. infrnt of my own eyes. n i was fearin all e way in e bus. whthr iwas gona see drips n tubes n wdevers. bt he was onni a child so no sch things. thank god!!! HAHAHAHA. haish. hospitals. they make me sad la. i oni like to go see ppl in hospital whn they haf just given birth to babies thn its all smiles. n cute lil babies. yeah. u guys noe wd? my closest cousin. my dearest swtheart even whn she was in e hospital i didnt go cos i noe i wun b able to handle wd i see. bt e moment she was home i was thr. so yeah. enuff talk abt hospitals. wanna go do my AFA. n thn oh ya. nxt week. kather is bringin me to go watch WOLVERINE!!!! yay! yay! yay! lotsa love ppl. ya allah. pls make sure tt my amulu recovers soon. i wanna bring my baby go to habib noor once hes bac thn we all go zoo. =) muackz julz. Wednesday, May 06, 2009
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
k im not in a gd moodfor one thing lack of slp second thing e fkin rain. third thing. im 15 min late for stats tutorial. whr i hate my tutor. hu is conviniently onni teachin e left hand syd of e fkin lab fkin naabae cheebai dun excuse my french becos im seriously frustrated. nth shes talkin [SOOO SOFTLY] TO HER OWNSELF. or rather to the left hand syd of e lab. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaafrh.. mebe i shud sit infrnt next tym bt thn again i dun want to. i hate her. haha. baah. wdever n kav is sittin nxt to me readin this so tt she doesnt haf to go to my blog sum other tym to read up my entries. whahahahhaha. plans for todae. go home afta sch. 12. n have lunch n cum bac with just cm2. to study for tmls ICA, nt bad la. last nyt slept at 10 plus woke up this mornin abt 4 plus n started stdyin abit e fkin internet is givin me LOADSAF PROBZ. im gona kill sumone soon. i haf to depend on macd wireless if this goes on. fk.haish. e papa wun b happy. haish. btw i gt him to print out allll my tutorials for econs whahahah. n i said "thank u dadddy!!!! hehehe" n thn yeah. i fin at 8 tonyt. cca. n thn hw to study e rest!? walau. OK NOW E TUTOR IS SAYIN TT SHE WAITED UNTIL 8.11!!!!! WTH. n anibody lost i m freakin lost baybeh. nvm. ask sum1 later wth this woman was goin on abt. hahahahah. n fk. i atually cant afford to slack in this mod. cos i hate e mod which means HIGH PROBABILITY OF FAILING E MOD. which MUST NVR HAPPEN haiyooooooo i hate u la. ok. done. ppl. ppl. FRIDAE WOLVERINE!!! must go. wil go. hahahah. n i miss my sexy buaya. whr e hell are u? yesh u r doin ur webbies.. n im doin my sch werk n currently azizi zizified is my library buddy. n cca buddy n of cos e evryting buddy since long tym ago. whahahhha love u zizified. muakz plp im gona die in this mod now. lets see if i understan aniting shes talkin. hate her. bye muackz julie.b Monday, May 04, 2009
Monday, May 04, 2009
![]() ![]() hello!!! we got IN!!!! HEHEHE, we are nw part of STAGE ARTS DRAMA! heheheheheheheheh. yay! was lookin for "drama mama" images n i found this tyra banks thingie. kinda funny. n hahahhahaha. anyone cud b a DRAMA MAMA! like me. or urself. or ur girlfriend. or ur boyfriend. etc etc. hhehehehhe of cos. we bth flyin now. heheh suppa happyy. btw. ratna is gone. hahaha. feels funny to cum home to an empty hse. of cos. peaceful. bt of cos thrs no dinner ready. n of cos. no1 is gona go "MAKAN JUL!?!?" ""MANDI DULU JUL?" "MENGANTOK YA JUL?" WHAHHAHAHAH. i gave her e card in e am. b4 sch. we hug2. maaf2 n thn tok pics.n i left. haha im makin a big thing out of nth really. bt tts wd crazy ppl likE me do wd? whahhahahah my darlin sista SHABANA HASSAN. decided tt todae was a perfect day to accidentally take cm2's charger to sch. instead of hers. -_- mornin2 ah. make me tension n she can stil protest. "akka. bt e one i took can fit into my laptop noe!?!?" u tell me. hw e fk tt can happen. cm2 is fujitsu n hers is compaq. -_- of cos give her sum scoldin. n thn im like dun care whther u can make it or not. 11 o clk u cum to my sch n give me my charger. n shes like. "my sch gt rule cnt go out. i meet u at e gate." waaah. nvm. relaxx.. thn i ask her hw long her brk. we both haf brks at 11. n shes like 11 to 11 15!!!!! MY GOD. WD KINDA BRK IS TT? WTF DO U EAT IN SUCH A SHORT TYM? thn nvm. she msg sayin "dun go to e back gate. cum to e frnt where the sign says ANDERSON JC i dun bother i juz walk opp my sch cos e sign there says in huge werds AJC. n i cal lher. n shes like aiyo tts e bac gate. il b thr ok n i stand thr n observe. mcm graveyard siol! not a single soul in sight juz sum apek sweepin up leaves. n thn shah calls n goes AKKA. I THINK THE BACK GATE IS CLOSED U NOE!!! THN HOW AH?!? -_- u realise even e smartest ppl can b seriously dumbo jumbo. n i was like. "eh idiot. isnt e gate like all sch gates. with HUGE OBLONG HOLES? its not like ur passin me e entire desktop kan? just a charger!!" reply "oh. OHH. OKOK. CUMIN. CAN U SEE ME?!?! CAN U SEE ME!??!" waaah i tell u. in all e heat n me carryin my barang2. my sister can make me go totally nuts la! of cos i can see her cos no other soul in sight. except the random apek. n thn she cums walkin fast with folded sleeves lady magamma jack la. whahhaha. [translation : like gangster"] n im like. grabbin my charger n goin CAN U SEE FUJITSU HERE??!?!?! n shes like "thn whrs e charger with e end like a thumbdrive!?!?" n im like WHHHHHAAAT?? WHR GT CHARGER WITH E END LIKE THUMBDRIVE. KAN THIS ONE FOR LAPTOP??! NOT HP!!!! WALAU... n thn shes like. "OKOK next tym must label ok? u label urs n il label mine." -_- whahahhahahahahha my sis ah. tho i was miffed. ok la. shes terribly funny at tyms. n u gt no choice. bt laff at it all at e end of e dae. n thn nw shes home n shes like "whn u called me i was enterin e lecture hall u noe! u noe how tension or not!??! "whahhahahahahaha hmmmm. i haf lotsa tutorials to complete. n i tot of bringin sab to e flyer so we cud catch up with my BITCH! NURHUDAYA AZIZ!!! n of cos meet e rest also. haish. see how la. a date with my lovelies this fridae. INSHA ALLAH. NTH COCKS UP! or i wil b mentally murdered by hmmm abt 4 to 5 souls. brutally scared n all. i love u maaamies! n mamas. whahah. "JULIE U CAN DO IT. STOP THINKIN ABT SLP. U BITCH. U HAF FKIN TONS OF WERK TO COMPLETE N U DARE THINK ABT UR BED?!?!? HW U WANNA SUCCEED? NAABAE. GO WASH FACE N START OK!!! " self motivation. i hope its gona help me. sumway or another. -_- lotsa love ppl muackz julie.b. Sunday, May 03, 2009
Sunday, May 03, 2009
hello ppl.lets make this short n swt cos its actually onni 11 32. bt im fkin exhauasted. to wrap up e weekend was fantabuluso. sat nyt ended at 3 am plus2 for 3 mad women. e unta. e buaya. dan e potong bebek angsa. figure tt out. we almost had a mini zoologist project findin out e characteristics of each animal n laffin our heads off at abt 2 in da wee hours of e am. n thn it started rainin pouring n there was lotsa "whoooosh"-ing of e wind n of cos hu else bt e bestie was like. help. help. whahhah cute la kn? i rmbr my younger daes whn i tot sth was gona cum get me n it was makin tt sickenin whooosh. hahahah. bt oh well. all ended gd. with me tyrin to figure out fkin afa. which didnt balance itself. nth to say. i tried ok. a few yrs ago. aniting accounts i wudnt bother being up so late tryin to figure things out. -_- haish n lagi best i woke up in e am at 10. TO CONTINUE AH! n stil failed to balance aniting up. nbcb. aaagrh. go n die la! nk mampos punya unta. n thn MY MAID RATNA IS LEAVIN FOR JAKARTA TML!!! siallaa!!! tts friggin fast!!! 2 ears juz flewww eh? shes not my family's personal maid. actualy my granpa's personal maid yeah. n she can b friggin annoyin trust me. things like her EXCEPTIONALLY LOUD VOICE. her tendency to repeat evyrting 3 tyms wih her exceptionally loud voice. she messes up evryones wardrobe. [eg. my jeans in mums one. n dads jeans in mine] bt besyds those minor stuff shes def a hard werker man. she doesnt stop until 9 in e nyt siol!! machine! bt once she hits e bed. immediately shes a goner. hahaha. n her indonesian coookin rocks all of this werld. yummy nyer! n of cos. her main job is to take care of e granpa. which she does very well n she does e entire household duties. evry 2 mths im soo free. haha bt thn. afta tt 4 mths im bac to being e unpaid maid. so yea yeah. i actually gt her a card n rote stuff in it. with e help of SHILA. AZIZI. FADIE. [of cos not evryting was taught by them. haha editin n tt kinda stuff. hahaha. thanks ppl. ] thank u guys. my broken cmi malay survived. hahahah. =) this is how e end result was. " Untuk : Ratna, TERIMAH KASIH BANYAK2 YA, sebab kamu kerja bersama keluarga saya. Ratna banyak buat kerja yang baik. =) Kan julie pemalas betul? Kan Ratna buat kerja ni seorang aje? Saya nk MINTA MAAF, kalau saya ade buat salah. Kamu AMPUNKAN saya ya? BOLEH YA? Kalau Ratna da sampai di Indonesia, jangan lupa ya, TULIS SURAT??!?! SAYA AKAN MERINDUI KAMU! DAN HARAP KAMU SELAMAT PULANG!!!! JANGAN LUPA JULIE YA!?!?!? Salam Sayang, Daripada, Julie 04/05/09" hahaha. hmmmm im gona miss her terribly. we do talk alot u noe. with my broken malay n her indon mixed malay. we get by well. about aniting under e sun. whahhaha. soyea. mebe il miss tt. n gosh im bac to doin all e hse werk la! damn it. damn damn damn! so yeah. hahahah we went to tekka. i brought her thr. afta e library session with shilafied. i think we gona b makin this a weekly affair. this library weekend thing. hahaha. hopefully zura oso blh join eh? yeah. rushed home. gt her e card otw. thn had a face wash n off to tekka. n i tell u. she was holdin my arm. n i was glad she did. mcm we were e onni WOMEN arnd in e entire TEKKA REGION! swarms n swarms n SWARMS of INDIAN NATIONAL MALES starin at us mcm nvr seen women b4. im tellin u i was scared to death. n e fact tt ratna was arnd was e onni reason i was thr. imagine if i was alone i think out of e hundreds just 5 wud b enuff to carry me away to sumwhr n wdever shit la. gosh. hahahahah. bt i had fun playin tour guide. tellin her wd she cud buy. whr to find wdsoevr thn we headed to e new hawa restaurent gt our makanan chitchat more n thn home n shes aslp now n im here blogggin. shes leavin at 11 in da am. n il b at sch by thn hopin to give e card b4 i leave n hug her many2! hehehe. i really appreciate evryting she has done. ahhaha. those side effect is tt ive just become more lazier. heheheh. oh wel. i wish her all e best aniways. shes a divorcee with 2 kids. she needs to run her life man. so yeah. so much for keepin this short. bt i had quite a dae todae. n i wonder how tml is gona turn out. cos im fkin slpi. n i haven got all my tutorials done. pom completed. afa gt blanks all over. n oh my god. haha i purposely didnt even touch my stats. cos i hate it. yeah. may god bless me. it onni gona b 3rd week n fk im slackin like an idiot. its e lack of slp la k. SLEEP DEPRIVED! n oh ya THE RESULTS OF MY AUDITIONS. TML!!!! OMG OMG OMG OMG! aziziiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii. hahahahha lotsa love darlinz. muackz juliz. Saturday, May 02, 2009
Saturday, May 02, 2009
AUDITIONS ARE OVER!!!! =)N IM A HAPPY GIRL. i applied for StageArts Drama with zizified. so we went to e auditions todae. arnd 10 plus. thngs were ready started n all ice breaker games as usual. like all drama ppl my seniors were all crazy. hehehhe. fun. loved it. each given forms which came with e q number. to fill up. zizi gt 55 n i gt 56. n each tym 3 ppl were to go to the audition room nxt door. sadly zizi n i were seperated. he was e last of his 3. n i was e first of my 3. imagine my plight! suppa nervous cos i haven done any drama in abt more thn a year!!! a whole year! n u cant count e drama in my life in this kinda stuff... it was like. otw there i was like. "its gona b easy la. i haf prior experience. n im good at wd i do. no worries. " n whn im called to sit outsyd e room n im given my script. all e hidden fears jumped out. hahahah. nervous siol!!! b4 i left. had a senior hanafi, hu went "dun worry. u def wil do well. can see.uve gt it." sth like tt. aaww. they were all very supportive. so im sitin there n i had randomly pick my script. was a monologue. for those of u hu dont do drama. a monologue aka soliloquy is a part of drama whr a single actor acts out his part alone, his character talks alone. so yeah mine was ok la. nt bad. sth i was able to relate to. my bf or fiance i gues. named alex brings me out on a 15 course meal. n buys e "whole of Paris" for me. [it was in e script! nt my imagination!] n thn i gush n go gaga over evyting. n go "ur gona marry me ryt? we can do it ryt now. im soo ready. " n thn sudneli alex is walkin away frm me n im goin nuts like "DONT U DARE RUN AWAY FRM ME ALEX" sth very short. bt given e 5 min i didnt get e whole of e script in my head. bt ok la. i noe i gave my best. =) n there were MANY JUDGES, like 6 i think. includin the president n vP [i didnt noe they were thr in e first plc it just didnt ocur to me. n i didnt noe which one of them was e p or vp] onni afta e entire audition me n zizi went to e notice board n realise we were being judged by e drama heads n e p n vp -_- [n seriously i tot there were gona b like onni 2 or 3 judges mcm AI"] n thn one of them went "ok. tt was e end of round one of ur auditions" n i was like. "oh. thrs a round 2?" so round 2 was impromptu. act out e given scenario on e spot. n again. shukur alhamdulillah. a scenario whr i can relate to. if not e script more fr the scenario. "ur parents are getting a divorce n u are tryin to stop it" of course. tho they said begin whnever ur ready i cant b thinkin n thinkin. thn its not impromptu animore. so i was like ok. alryt. okok. n thn da start. thinkin out aloud abt wd a fantastic family i had. wonderin whr thigns fell apart hu was havin an affair with hu n wth was gona happen to me if e divorce really happened? n wd e hell m i gona do nw to stop this. n fad u must b proud at this point of tym cos i ended with. ITS TYM TO CALL E BEST FRIEND. hehehehhehe =) cos naturally seriously tts wd il exactly do. n thn another round. sth i didnt expect at all. i was asked to sing a song of any language fk la. i went suppa blank for a while i m a music freak BT NO FKIN SONG CAME MY HEAD TT pRECISE MOMENT. walau. n of cos i ended up with a tamil song. n sth i sing to jaffu almos evrytym we talk our late nyts. "vennilavae" i dun really noe wd e judges r lookin for thru my singin since i signed up fr acting. haha. mebe to see if i can carry a note? hahahah duneo la. bt thank god. it was all over even afta e auditions were done n me n zizi were piggin out at mac both of us were stil like in after shock heart hammering post audition tremmors. hahaha. =] headed to wdlnds. n i shal confess. i didnt get much werk done SUPPER SLPI LA. tearin real badly. migraine n all. none of e afa gt into my head. cudnt apply ani of e things at all so ended up fb-ing n waiting for fadie. btw i cnfrmed with sum clsmates ICA on thurs. since mondae thrs no int web tech mod. phew! means im not gona mugg like a mad moo. bt meetin shila n zura tml. library again. im gna fin up afa n stats now tml juz go thru e int web thingies e test is stil on. so must study aniway. =) btw. fadie arrived at wdlnds in a very nice PURPLE BAJU KURUNG N KILLER PINK N BLACK HEELS. hot nyer. heheh tho i noe i wil die in such heels. being tall myself. il stick to my short heels n pumps n lovely flats. =) heheheheh. results on audition wil b out on mondae 3pm. excited nyer!!! hehehehe. n oh e zoo trip was fun. amulu family didnt turn up to my dissapointment bt i had fun with e step family [is tt how u call it] im a softie. so dun hate me whn i say i love e kiddo hu smiles n makes me feel all gooeey insyd. of cos. i haf al e ryts to hate her since shes e step sista hu just makis tings all e more worse bt things in e family are much better thn 5 yrs ago. im not sayin ive accepted evyting ok fne la. im a two faced bitch. just let me b la. i duneo how to reason my ownself. i cant find a reason fr how i m. n i dun care animore ready. seriously. e kid enjoyed herself very very very much at e newly renovated kidsworld at e zoo. seriously i did as well. i didnt haf ani change of clothes n cos of e other kids thr playin arnd sprayin tons of water evywhr i was reasonbly drenched. haha. saw all e animals. frens of jaffu n fadie said hi to all of em. haha. nt many pics. bt e elephant show was damn nice whahah. n of cos many many pics of e baby. heehhehe. my step mum [ trust me i stil cant get used to this term. =/] n i talked alot. i mean general conversation n all. abt sch. n all. n sudenly. she asked for my number. wel i did give. bt thn again i doubt i wil call her or msg or anitin. like for polites sake? i dunoe la. n i ignored her fb request seriously its not a gd idea to haf ani family member in fb kpo bunye orng. hahahah. i dunoe la. just concentrate on wds impt. my sch life. for now e family can put behind. btw prashants bro is in stage arts with me. nb boy hes a damn CLEAR REPLICA OF E BOY. i miss presshyy. hahaha. 2nd june. he b bac. yay. muackz ppl julie. Thursday, April 30, 2009
Thursday, April 30, 2009
heylooo ppl.i m so fkin stressed. i haf an ICA ON MONDAE!!! n theres sooo much to study. naabae yng2 bodoh decides to tell onni 2dae. so i dun haf a printer n im particular abt my notes more comfy studyin with hardcopy stuff my eyes hurt starin at e softcopy stuff. thank all gods i haf zizified. thnks love. n yest was WOOHOONESS. with e bestie. met her at yck mrt stn. n she looked pissed. partly cos of me. n my admission card [another stry] bt mostly cos of this minah. whahha. a malay couple were walkin towards her direction n e bf was lookin at fad . n thn e gf saw fad lookin at him n went "ape tengok2!" whahahha. n i tink fad replied sth like "ape tengok2? u ask ur bf first la ?" haha n thn e bf was draggin e gf away askin her not to embarass him in public. my piece of advice to tt stupid gal "beb. u noe why ppl haf eyes for? to look. n pls look at wht ur bf is doin b4 u point fingers. " oh wel we gt into e train. wd with e fkin ho weather n evyting we were like tired.. n thn e tok of ns came up.. out of nowhr n i was havin difficulty getin e werd "army" in my head. i was juz tryin to tell her tt diddu is goin to tekong.. n sth abt e uniform n e werd army was just not cumin into my head n so i sudenly blurted out "u noe la.. e TEKONG UNIFORM" n my darlz thr stared at me. n thn started laffin. n thn to my huge embarassment i realise thrs a guy in army uniform SITTING RYT INFRNT OF ME. n he was tryin hard not to laff. whahhahahahhaha. malu la kan!!!!!!! n thn there we are laffin like crazy n thn sudenli i realise julius [my clsmate] is infrnt of me n waving at me. juz made me crack up evenmore. whahhaha. so i gt my ic replacement done =) yay. stupid admission woman at sch didnt give me my admission card cos i didnt haf my ic. tho e criteria read passport allowed. she said thr ws no home add in my passport so i gt e police report n gave it to her. n yay. i nw haf my admission card imagine they dun give unless i show e replcement ic? thn like for one month my attendance procedures wil b like so much of lecheh werk. -_- heheheh. so im a happy woman now. =) n thn we headed to funan. fad needed to go get adobe fotoshop cs4 which was n is a WHOPPIN SGD 1260!!! like all e walkin arnd for nth 'n thn e price juz kinda burdened us. mcm no mood for aniting n wd with laptops heavy bags decyded to taxi home wanna draw money headed to e freakin long q n i was lettin my imagination run "fad how if we dun haf to walk at all evrywhr we go thr are like walkin escalators like e one in dhobyghaut.?bt with chairs. thn we juz haf to sit n press our destination button n we get transported. ?" of cos i gt a wierd stare frm e bestie. bt listen to the next part since we were at e end of e q.. "imagine ah. we juz press e eject FORWARD button thn we juz "bo-ing" to e front! thn e person there kena thrown out. thn we wana go sumwhr fast we just press "eject ryt" " eject left" n it wil b useful whn trafiic jam kan? "eject forward tyms 200" we can reach home . i noe it sounds lame here bt at tt moment. we were both lafffin n laffin n laffin like mad. taxi driver wud haf thought we crazy siol.hahahahhahahah. she decyded to cum over to my plc n u guessed it. my sis. me n fad. we ended up takin fotos. macbk foto booth [AZIZI U MISSED IT!] HELLOTSA LAFFTER BAYBEH. at first my sis mcm malu2. thn i gues wd e heck. she joined in 3 mad gals in e hse with e granpa screamin at us cos he was tryin to slp n e maid. she was laffin at us. cos we were laffin like clowns. whhahahahah. so to sum up yest was a gd dae. hahahhaha. anydae with e bestie is a GREAT DAE. love u baby! nw. a few min ago. damn stressed. cos cudnt get hold of anione hu cud help me print e pdf notes. nw da settle. im gona makan. n start on e tutorials. fin by tonyt. n tml we goin to e ZOOOOOOOOOO. hhahhaha -_- i noe. out of no whr. my dad was like we all goin ah. u cum ah. haish. go loh. an excuse to meet my amulu. miss him much much, e best part is even tho its bn long tt ive seen him he regognises my voice/me n wants me to carry him u noe tt feelin whn this happens. i feel loved. by e kid. n i love e kid man. wd a 1 yr old todd can do. many others wil nvr b able to achieve. trust me. =) ok da! see ya ppl lotsa love muackz julie.b Tuesday, April 28, 2009
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
currently hooked. heheheh. baaaaybeh.... meetin up e bestie tml. yayness. "if ur dude aint actin ryt... u tell tt dude HE GOT TO GO! " muackz julie.b Tuesday, April 28, 2009
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