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Monday, February 05, 2007
this is totali fked up.
Monday, February 05, 2007
life is nvr fair.anione seconds tt? say yes. juz say yes ok. no one gets wd u reali wan ALL E TYM. wd goes up wil alwys cum dwn one dae. [so whn u were happi once. doesnt mean ul b happi now] whn i wanted sumone badly.. he was nvr reali thr n whn i tried hard.. n let go of evryting. lookin forward to sth new. he cums bac.. bt is not for me again. [or atleast tts how it seems] so wth shd i do? i truly nvr ever learn.. wd my mind says. DUN GIF A FK N JUS MOVE ON. bt my heart says. thrs stil sum teeny weeeny hope left julz. dun gif up. so ppl u follow ur heart or ur mind?? or both? its like frustratin.. n hey great news. i didnt make it into e ex-co. juz to add to e misery. 'grrrrrrr bt oh wel. CONGRATULATIONS to those hu made it k! MIC stil rawks!! =) im growin more n more impatient evrydae... irritated by e boredom. i need sum entertainment. some fun joy peace n laffter. yest ws terrific. thnks to indix n huda. atleast 3 gals screamin arnd like banchees. in an empty hse..did me sum gud*hugz* it was a mini celebration. like u noe livin bac history cos two yrs bac on e same dae [viknesh b dae] we baked cookies n all this tym we were juz piggin out in e name of depression..*wahaha* n havin fun... we baked choc fudge cake.. fried chicken n potato wedges.. thr was champagne.. garlic bread... n thn hudas famous cookies.. [thing abt huda.. THRS EVRYTING IN HER HSE SIMPLY EVRYTING] potato salad... choc pudding nuts.. n thn thr was e TV. n the match. n of cos.. funni memories of SARAWAK. hudsie n i laffed til we were on e floor tears n all. =) bt tt was last nyt. its done over.. n im bac to e grumpy, impatient, overli bored self again. ive no mood to complete ani of my werk. i duwanna go to sch .. i juz simply hate it. gone are e tyms i used to say I SIMPLY LOVE SCH. nw its totali opp. i wanna juz coop up under my blanky n freakin force myself to slp. i hate e boredom. i hate to see ppl werkin. n im not getin aniting done. wd do u call this? PATHETIC. tts wd it is. i stil do haf all my fun u noe, meetin up my gals here n thr. callin up n catchin up wif stuff. bt thrs this sth missin. n im desperateli tryin to find out wd? ever felt like tt? i feel it RYT NOW. totali restless... totali juz wanna STOP DWELLIN IN MY OWN SORROWS. n start doin sth worthwhile.. thrs no motivation.. no inspiration. no nth. n my current dream n plea to GOD. [this is even wierder thn i tot] - i wish sum middle eastern hottie wil juz kidnap me to sumwhr far far far far faaaaaaaaaaaaaaar away frm home. i swear i cud do wif a change of environment. change of ppl. change of rules n regulations. change of EVRYTING. [im gd at adaptin. so il do just fine] n of cos he is to keep me happi. n so on. bt julies gone hay wire. n she toks like tml she wil die. all e tym so yeah. lets die my way to sch todae. n see how pathetic it can get. il keep u ppl updated. plz sit bac relax.. n enjoy laffin urself nuts while readin my blog. n if uve gt any sense YOU WIL TAG! =) ryt now. listenin to evanescence kinds makes evyting feel good. n if u think im doin this shit cos of tt guy hu was nvr reali thr.. mebe ur ryt. n mebe. aarrgh i dun noe myself. fk la. n if u think its PMS. fk u again. [BTW, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZURA DARLZ. i love u lots lots] muackz JuLiE |
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