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Monday, May 07, 2007
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Monday, May 07, 2007
bn readin this book.."Sputnik Sweetheart" by Haruki Murakami. wel.. nice.. kinda abrupt endin i wud say.. bt thrs this paragraph id like to qoute. i kinda relate to it in many ways. "[So thats how we live our lives.] No matter how deep and fatal the loss, no matter how important the thing that's stolen from us - that's snatched right from our hands - even if we are left completely changed people with only the outer layer of skin from before, we continue to play our lives this way, in silence. We draw even nearer to our allotted span of time, bidding it farewell as it trails off behind. Repeating, often adroitly, the endless deeds of the everyday. Leaving behind a feeling of immeasurable emptiness." hmmm.. sth to ponder upon. k a list of wds bn happenin so far in my eventful yet not eventful at all life. ndp prac yest. first one. at kranji camp awesomeness. fer my heart. bt not quiet so fer my legs. they haf totali given way. i canot possibly walk up or dwn e stairs without SCREAMIN IN PAIN inwardly. its a terrible experience to sit dwn or stand up. i was tryin my level best to pray asar just now. gosh. e mass display thing realli stretches ur muscles to levels unimaginable. werkshops fer HK trip finalli over. tml gona b a meetin i suppose. fridaes e dae. fer e presentation at macphee [macpherson] so all things haf to b tidied up by thn. khan. arif khan. hes SOOO FUNNY. guys 21. happened to browse frensta n sent him a random msg regardin his "transformation" did mention to him abt my HK thingies n all.. we chatted fer sum tym n he was at duty at semb camp so gave me e number. we talked awhile. thn i called him at nyt.. til 1 plus we were crappin.. he n his trademark "k im jus messin arnd.." urdu is his second lang.. woohooo. evytin was fine until he sang "MUNNEARU VAALIBAA" loud fer e whole werld to hear. n gt me laffin like thr was no tml. whahahhahahahahahahhaha im missin my loves ones. like alot. met nazie on sundae fer cls. n i was like "nazieee i miss u" followed by BEAR HUG. hehehehe haven toked to minzi or fadie in daes. wonder wd on earth is happenin. eatin has becum a new hobby fer me' eat whn im free. eat whn im angry eat whn im sad eat whn thrs nth todo est n eat n eat n thn go crazy whn my weight shoots up fk. k fkkkkkkkkk. haish. u noe. nths ok . NOTHING IS ALRYT. i dun even noe y. m i missin sth ? its like this k. simply put. *i jus want.. this inner happiness... which is non existent* |
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