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Friday, June 15, 2007
an evening wif akhber. "over-sweetened coffee and too light a milo"
Friday, June 15, 2007
k so i overslept/im skippin borin adm. so ive tym til 9 45. its like e official last dae of sch. 15 june 2007 e dae ive bn waitin for. wif e proj stress temporarili over... i feel kinda light headed. of cos slp is buggin me.. yest was nice. met wif akhber. tho waitin for him for 15 min was horrible cos e moment i closed my eyes. im slpin n my head like lollin frm left to ryt ryt to left.. hahaha. slpless me. yeah he looked gooood~! finaly like a civilised young "WERKING ADULT" someones hair long la sey.. so fun la .. play play. hahaha e last tym i saw him.. he looked like sum long lost soul hu didnt learn e art of shavin. oh wel. jlnjln. juz happens so tht evytym i meet him ITS RAININ CATS AND DOGS CROCZ N SNAKES. haish i wanted to go play in e swings noes. haish. akhber u damn sway la u. hahahha bt nice we went to wdlnds. jlnjln tokin abt e old tyms.. e new tyms. e upcumin future tyms.. hes gt 2 bros. abt them.. ones a big bully another is a mini terrorist. e bug bully realy loves to bully.. e latter. dun reali noe much.. juz like to call him taleban whahahhaha. i stil rmbr. whn e first tym i toked to him on e fone i blogged.. n i was like smilin like a lunatic whole dae. NO AKHBER I DUN LOVE YOUR CUTELIL YOUNGER BRO. e werd love is too strong. hahahha in e middle of nowhr sudenli "YOU LOVE AMIR RYT?" N IM LIKE.... WTF?!??!! Cwazy ppls. hahaha. chattin over, over sweetened coffee n too light a milo. we were tokin. n so on,. n he went.. "im so proud of u..u've grown up.. " n thn he took my hand. n whn.. "uve touched me." n im like. "eh?? h ahahhaha okies.. heheheh" hes one of e few guys i get along extremely well with.. soo easy to bully him.. bt oh wel i alwys get bullied back. its realli nice to noe tt i actuali do haf sum frens hu b thr whn i need them ppl hu bother abt me. as i say this. i feel funny insyd i wun call it guilty. cos u see.. how i gt to noe akhber ws thru minzi wh shes no more in gd terms wif him.. i feel. odd. like wd nice tym i spent last evenin.. would b a hellover big NONO wif caps n all for her. kesian noe. like wad can i say. these are two ppl i noe. hu wil b thr for me. no matter wd. bt thn again. they dun communicate tt wel animore or mre like its onni a one way thing.. like. yeah. yest went well n all. we did tok here n thr abt y things had to b this way onni whn he was leevin i asked . abt y hes holdin on.. n wel.. yeah stuf. n he noes he made a dumb mistake wel. ive gt no say. cos im not playin match maker animore na-ah. all kinda shit its brought ,me. n minzi n yeah. for him too. so. yeah. i dunno wd minzi feels. yeah i do,. as in i noe ... bt k wd im sayin is.. how she feels abt me meetin akhber. n all. bt for sure i noe minzi is nvr e kind hus like " oh.. u shd nvr layan anione i hate." nah shes not a bitch. bt its e sad feelin i get. whnever i meet akhber, n rmbr how once upon a tym we used to b soo close. all those conferences.. meetin out syd for simply no reason.. evyting. yesh. once in a while its sad bt its e truth. haf to learn to live with it eh? yeaps. old aqquaintances new tyms stil lastin long. i like tt. jovial hot lookin long eye lashed hottie. hahahah n HE. wans to set his frens up. to get to noe me n tt kinda bull. n im like WTH IS RONG WI FU? hahahha tt dae we were chattin tokin abt whn to meet n i juz .. for fun went.. "eh u noe. thrs sth i b meanin to tell u.. juz tt. wel. cudnt find e ryt tym to.. im. kinda att ready.. e guys cooll. n hes BHARATH" my fello tamilans n tamilechis wil noe tt bharath is an actor. n he look reali very good in his next upcomin movie NEPALI. n my poor darlin akhber went "hey.. tts nice. indian? wel i hope u are happy ok... " n i was lk. OMG. AKHBER. WHICH WERLD ARE U IN. so hes forgotten hus bharath. bt WTH? why wud i b out wif a tamilan. tt wil nvr happen. not cos i gt anitin against them. nono. bt more cos. nth wil werk out. simply cos they are not muslims. hahhahaha n yest akhber like "eh pig la u. i was reali very happy for u noe.. like after so long. ur finalli settlled wif a guy n ur happy.." lookin at his cute lil face ah. i cracked up.. n i was like.. "ur e worst kindaf gundussaamy ive cum across.." hahahhaha ive enuff problems in my head to last me a lifetym. wd for another entity.. in my already gone case life to make it more gone case? thrs onni tis much i can handle. dun wan another burden. plus e real truth is. i duno how to trust anione animore. im kinda ok wif me muggin like a pig. sch home home sch. once in a while an outin wif my loved ones. new frens ok. no intentions. im fine. n hes like."U NEED TO GET A LIFE" yeah i noe. bt not now. def not now. hahahahahha asshole akhber. if u seriousli go set up one of ur frens ah. u see la wd happen to tt guy. make his life soo miserable.. thn he wil cum after u onni. wif parang. hahahha n yay! hes not goin overseas. thnk u to big bully taleban n uncle for not lettin him go. thr was once i met him last yr n he was like.. im thinkin of continuein my studies overseas. so i myt b goin over so on ni wa sliek totali dumbfounded. like WTH? i wil killu. dun leev juz like tt la. freakin short noti ce. n i was soo. like macam broken noe. so oi bough thim this card n wrote insyd. not to go dun leev dun leev. n if u seriousli must go PLS GET UR DAMB ASS BACK HERE K!!! n til todae. hes stil arnd. hes not leevin so i was like u liar u.. anihow say onni ryt. n hes like hes bros n dad.. not realli keen abt it either so myt as wel. noe. juz dun go.. n i was like YIPPI.. yay. n if u ever feel like goin akhber,. juz read my card. i rote in thr stories.. .hahaha menain like long long paragraphs. hhaha so like read n dun go.. n hes like e more i read e more i wanna go ape? NOOOOO DUN. Hhahehehhe wel akhber. werkin adult ready pls stay e same. heheheh love ya lots lots lots. muackz JuLiE |
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