a pic from long tym ago.

playin on e swings.

rmbr fadi en i had a gd tym.

its a tuesdae mornin.

i juz cooked. nth much.

nasi goreng. since mummy didnt do e cookin.

im pennyless. so i cooked. i wil makan n thn

go library to study,

be4 tt il go to e doc to get an mc

nt goin to to sch. haf to study

for e mock exam tml. marketing.

11 topics to swallow.

ya allah. pls bring me thru this. thnks.

think ive lost my white gold chain.

n ive lost my mind together with it.

cannot find it aniwhr.

haf a feelin i left it at e toilet at jtc.

which is a misfortune.

im soo dead. mummy wun tok to me for

e rest of her life. cos its her bdae pressie

for me on my 17th bdae. its a diamond white gold chain.

im so fkin dead. lets repeat. im SOOO.. OH SOOO FKIN

dead. dead dead. yeaps. i wil go search for it agian.

very soon. it has to b here. if not.

gone is gone [thnks diddu for ur MOST ENCOURAGIN WORDS]

met e bestie last nyt. a relief. def. at starbucks at tamp mall.

laffin away like monkeys. coffee soothes my mind. thnks.

had fun. atleast cud forget sum of e pain im feelin.. [stil am]

thn gt a ride home on besties boyfie's car!!! weehees. fun..

heheheh esp whn he forget whr he parked it.

heheheheh thn pics insyd e car.

fad told me to hug e seat n not her boyfie..

cos she wanted a shot. n i was like.

i wil hug man.. whn u go to KL. hehehehhe :P

n man went "yeah baybeh!!"

my scandal. eheheheh [yeah ryt...]

funness. two cwazie wits.

came home. watched criminal minds wif papa n sis.

dare not tok abt e chain.

lets wait til mummy notices my bare neck

thn il pretend like i forgot or sth.

its soo scary. i haf this burden in my heart,

it includes e exams. e gpa. n ramadan. n of cos

an asshole. whom i saw at e wedding.

almos spoilt my dae. thnks.

bt like it was ok. e last tym i saw ash was at HK.

so it was nice to see his dumb hair do

big eyes n blurry innocent smile. again.

i dun love him fadie. no i dunt. promise.

fadie n i had a discussion in e car

98 7 fm was on.. e song

i dun love u like i loved you yest

i was listenin to e lyrics hard n repeatin it la

thn i told fad.. tt i shd dedicate this song to ash

n she went bonkers.

u mean u loved him???

u cheebai.

hehehe funni noe my bestie.

no love is not e werd. affection. def not lust.

tt was on his part. bt more like affection.

i wun dwell on it. cos i wun stop

bt yeah ever since i saw him toilin hard at e weddin

hes bn on my mind. tts for sure.

now wd i felt like

"hey hey u u. .i wanna throw e briyani at ur face"

yeah. heheheh he was one of e many guys in blue jerseys

servin food tt dae. walkin here thr evrywhr.

once i noticed him. i juz kept lookin onni la.

wel. its my bros weddin i can do wdever i wan

so watch ash werk lor. haha bt thr were soo many hotties tt dae

was fun washing eyes. hus ash? huh? wdever.

lotsa other guys arnd man. yeah.

wel wel. its 11. lets go to see e doc b4 they close for lunch.

thn ive to go study. at wdlnds. meet fadie at nyt

we'll have dinner n chao home.

once again.. ash.

m i supposed to give u another chance? no.

are u even thinkin of me. no.

u think ur worth my tears. no.

so who are u again?

another passin cloud who refuses to pass me by,

u keep on cumin back again again n again.

thnk you very much.

watch me grow out of u.

watch me enjoy my life. while u cont playin.

heheheh i gt nth to say. no. actuali.. i do.

once a bastard. always a bastard.

even better.

i respected our frenship.

our wdevr u describe tt went btw us.

bt u blew it. yet again. thnk u very very much.

frens. lovers. playmates?

dunnoe.dun bother. bye.

muackz ppl.

im not emo-ing.

jzu thinkin. i need 3 things now.

wooooohooooooooo

weeeeeeheeeeeeeee

wdever.