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Monday, October 15, 2007
i hate evryting
Monday, October 15, 2007
juz whn i wanted to BRAGabt my happy happy raya nyt. things juz went sour at home. wel i m at home now. its e grannys b dae todae. k wait. b4 i start n b4 myfloodgates burst open HAPPYNESS. NVR EVER LASTS. mark my werds. it nvr ever does. i bleev this. n wil strongly bleev it for e rest of my goddamned freakin asshole life. yesh. so its my grannys b dae. i jzu came home few min bac granny called. i toked i wished. thn mummy took e fone n sudenli its a ful fledged fight. i think both my granny n mummy gt no freakin brains. of cos they are fightin abt hu else bt her. mummy hates her like no bodys biz and mummys gt no freakin brains i mean its her freakin bdae la hello cannot even juz keep ur mouth shut n juz wish n put dwn e fone ah wdver granny says let her freakin say n thn jzu say u gtg n bye la for wd make her cyr? on her bdae summore whn i toked she was soo happy noe. it was nice noe. u see la. my fault. shd haf juz put dwn e fone summore i forced my mum to take e fone which shoe shd i use to freakin hit myself my new dmk wedges wil do a greaT JOB. fk la k. this is soo irritatin. my broken family sucks. my life with no one to love me sucks. k tt one is rong. i noe hu loves me bt ryt now. i feel like HE. GOD. hates me he nvr wants to see me happy i cum frm a freakin asshole family i hate this ok. i simply hate evryting. mummy is goin bonkers. cursin n swearin like tml evryone goin to die. wtf sia. i mean it ws her goddamned b dae ryt y do this no freakin brains ah. no matter hw angry juz keep e mouth shut n put dwn e fone la wallau. n thn whn mum came bac. i seirousli think sth rong wif her she wore baju kurung to werk. tts a first. usually she wears blouse n black pants so i waslike. u wore baju kurung? n she started mumbling? wth is rong wif heR? she was like. oh cos im happy. i like to go to werk im happy at my werk plc. so i want to wear baju kurung cos i like. i like all my frens at werk. they make me happy n im not happy to go out wif u n ur sister. WTF WAS TT ALL ABT? wth did i ask n wth she tokin? wds rong wif my family sia? i wan run away la. i canot tahan la so much of problem evry whr sia. no peace sia. simple thing like a happy b dae. thn i gtg oso cannot what i ask? i juz asked hw cum wear baju kurung. summore e one she bought for raya. jzu say la. feel like wearing i wear. wd she tokin? nt happy goin out wif my sis n me? wds US GT O DO WIF UR FREAKIN BAJU KURUNG? wallau. madness noe. my family is full of madd ppl. i wil go INSANE. i wil go chk myself in at IMH my own self i freakin want to run awayla. i buy my 3 Cs frm fadie. n runaway. for years. n dun cum bac i duwan this hse. this family i cannot take e nonsense these ppl do. i feel like pullin out my hair frm my head. freakin gone case life i haf. i hate evryting. i hate evry single thing. im gona go rifah hse now. n GREAT. its rainin pigs n fkers. |
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