Tuesday, October 02, 2007
missing e one im not supposed to.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
this is not happenin ok. shes not regarded as anting now. to e folks. bt to me. shes impt. heck tt e truth is tt shes dug her own grave. she cried. loads. it hurt soo much. i cried too. soo close yet soo far. shes happy tt atleast i cared i wanted to meet. i wanted to say tt things wil go fine even whn i noe they wunt. i wanted to lend tt supportin shoulder. i couldnt. i feel helpless. thrs so much i want to say n do. bt whn e tym cums im completely tongue-tied emotions killin me. her werds tore me apart. e truth in them juz pierced in im not e kind to let go. she noes im tryin. i wish this aint happenin. she said she'd cum bt she didnt turn up. dunt noe y. i miss her. JuLiE
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