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Thursday, October 11, 2007
Thursday, October 11, 2007
tokin things out.helps. like i predicted b4 disaster has already occured. things are not smooth at all. na-ah. im not gona point fingers as to whose fault it is. i juz wanna say. tt i love my family. if this is a start of sth i cant handle thn i pray hard tt it will nvr happen. yeaps. was over at rifah's. yet another assignment bt this tym MARKETING.wahhaha thnk gdnes im done n over with this module last sem. gt a B for it. =) bt rifahs werk is kinda easy. juz on customer service. so yeah. cudnt help bt openup to her tell her e situation at home' n how im goin nuts tryin to solve things which cannot b solved. thnks gal. ur always here whn i need u. i love u lots lots. ariffah is like. my conscience. evrytings tt in me head. things i dun wanna face. she puts it straight. to my face. makin perfect sense. we myt be different. very very different bt we noe. each other tt well. yeaps. hmm. so yesh. was thr. n thn she came over to take my BZF txtbk. see hw sum old mods do cum in handy?=) hehehehe n well. my rooms in a COMPLETE CHAOS. gone case to e max. n its raya on sat. i duwan raya to cum. pls? can? yes? HAISH. ive yet to cleanup. il do once im done with this. its 1 18 am. i dun care. b4 bloggin i was tryin out clothes. for tml. meetin babes. fadie abee minzi nazie for sum shoppin n quality tym spent together, i miss my les = nazie. haven met her in like a mth i think goodnees. i miss miss. los lots.' n well. i chatted wif akhber juz mins ago. i feel all nice n warm insyd. kinda nostalgic. bittersweet. think its all e same thing. oh well.. like. i did wad i wanted to do he was online n we toked. like. e old tyms. juz a lil more matured. a bit distant. sth tt hurt for a while bt i noe we'll cum arnd. tts us la. i mean ok tts me. i realise that it takes time n effort for sth gd to happen. haha. in this case i wan my old akhber back n he said he missed e old julie. =) =) =) was kinda difficult whn he strted with monosyllabic replies. irritatin e hell outta me i hate ppl hu do tt to me. n cumin frm akhber. it was hurtful. bt we came arnd. i started on his job n we ended wif him wantin to export ME. heheh yay. i love it. u see. takes time. n effort. on MY part i gues i wan sth gd to happen i werk for it lor. i miss e old tyms. i rmbr bloggin abt it. well. we'll cum arnd la. for me. i love all my frens. soo many misunderstandings. tings i seriousli jus DUNT understan. things i DUWANNA understan. stuff tt happen btw 2 of my lovables. im affected alot n i juz wanted peace. n here we are. n hes tellin me tt hes chanegd alot. i.. meanin me. i think ive changed for e better. abit la k. slowly il do fine. bt i dunnoe wd he meant by hes changed. im gettin worried. haha. i duwanna lose him. tho i pretty much dun understan e past happenins.. i wanna like let it all go. n juz bring bac hu we were buddies. gd frens. tok crap frm start to end. he n his stupid maple story games durin our midnyt chats. hes bros. big bully ashraf n taleban. wel. itsbn a gd strt. i wil call. i was hesistatin all this while to tok. cos i was afraid of e reaction il get tell u my heart was at my mouth whn i said hi. thnk gd it didnt end ugly. wd i wanted to get across to him. was done. hmmmm. atleast one gd thing happenin this raya. alhamdulillah. so tml. will b a gd day out. def. all my lovables wil b buka-ing wif me. il b gettin my shoes. =) im so bored wif my normal hairdo.' i tried havin a scarf on my head. retro style. i noe its soo passé. bt wel. juz for fun. i looked nice. to myself. so haha. experimentin is fun =) i wanted to get a gd haircut. we'll see how. haha i juz had a wierd idea. imagine wearin kebaya. n thn a shawl cum scarf on myhead. like tied in ribbon to one syd. hair let dwn retro fashion. [omg im nuts. weee] its all monochromes this yr. greys. blacks n whites. so yeah. mebe shd do tt. mummy is def gona dissapprove bt hey. no one wil make my raya a gd one. except myself. weee. for once. i mean FOR ONCE. really for e first tym. im actualli smilin n lookin forwrd to tis sat. haha. so pathetic sial my situation. OH MY GOD. CAN U SEE ALL THIS? pls do sth abt it. thnks. k ppl i gtg. its like 1 54. room is stil e same chaos. n me. im actuali abit happy. m gona listen to arabu nade on repeat n get my room to lookin fab. muackz JuLiE |
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