Attracted. Infatuated.

Now i dont want anyone but Him.

His Talk. His Whisper. His Whisper.

Makes my heart skip.

Someone tell him. Someone tell him.

That i love him with all this love.

Someone get him to give me his heart.

I am too shy to go and tell him.

like soo cute ryt!! e vid n e lyrics!

i like. like like. hmm

2 ppl. shafi n fadie.

e first loves to describe my dreams.

e latter loves to describe my reality.

n of cos i love both of them to bits.

olg. i dun like him. didnt like him.

bt i dun noe him gd enuff to judge him.
tts wd i feel. n oh did i mention

im a fickle minded bitch.
hu i dun like todae. i myt b head over heels tml.

yeah. of cos a 5 min convo doesnt change my

entire impression of him. juz tot tt mebe this cud lead sumwhr.

[nt sumwhr SUMWHR. bt u noe. juz sumwhr.]

so reactions frm my most loved ones.

shafi was like yo! tts gd.

so in a mths tym id see julie flyin e sky wif her olg.

n im like no!?!?!? wtf is rong wif u. i dunno him yet.

n he was like "julie. nov 13. e first dae u had a decent convo wif him.

go n meet up. get to noe him julie.

slowly. everythig wil fall in plc. n he'd b ur boyfriend.

n ul live happily ever after."

what he said next ws wd made my heart heavy.

julie i wan u to b happy julie.

[ n i was protestin tt i was. def.. happy]

n hes like "no. i wan u to b happy wif ur guy.

u noe wif sumone for u. i wan u to smile."

omg i tell u this daughter of an awesome mummy is like e best la k.

my "boyfie" shafi.

bt wel. in any case i did protest tt i was doin fine.

n thrs no plc for ani boyfren whether olg

turns out to b gd or bad. cos i need to concentrare in shc

n recently i did haf a heart to heart tok wif daddy.

[k he was lecturin me. tt more like it]

n he was like i dun need a bf now.

i shd concentrate in sch.

n how ppl out thr are waitin to see me

commit e mistake n point fingers etc etc.

his words sort of ring in my head alot. whn i tok/chat/think of olg.

yeah. n obviousli im .. im k... im afraid of relationships.

relationships gone bad stay in my head n haunt me time n again

so im like trouble free being single.

yeah. all inall. shafi is my lover boii. haha.

[i can picture nazie rollin her big big eyes.]

n fadie. me bestie. e one hu noes me in n out.

e one hu noes tt im e most fickle whn it cums to guys .

she didnt find it surprisin tt i called him.

tho i promise i called evryone on my organizer.

n wel she said it.

" dun go get ur heart broken again"

exactly my thoughts. bt obviousli gettin to noe

sumone new is soooo temptin. oh well.

no im not confused on wd to do wif olg.

il juz let things be.

im tryin to find sum silver lining in e clouds.

which is nt gona happen i guess.

yeaps. n thts. tt. this week is damn hectic.

n yay! me no goin madrasah.

il haf a whole todae to mself. sundae.

i bn skippin lotsa sch lately.

mostly cos i wake up late. n thn its rainin crocz n snake.

wudnt b surprised to see another letter.

oh wel. happens. n todae. i calculated all me saved up money.

think will b goin to hougang [zura suggested it]

to get my hp finally. n thn wdever thrs left n wdver im gona save up.

wil go to thumbdrive n p.L.a.Y.

i didnt really tok much abt e clsses did i?

it was lotsa fun actualli. new friends. new skills.

n did i tell u tt mas has e most FLAWLESS SKIN on earth?

boy m jealous. hahaha. k thn im off.

n oh!! puhlease go to fadies blog ppl.

n watch this "NOT FUNNAEE" vid. of a small kid.

hu is sooooooooo cute.

guranteed to make u laff. k? go. NOW GO! =)

lotsa love

muackz

JuLiE