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Sunday, January 06, 2008
Sunday, January 06, 2008
herlos.im tryin to search for a nice pic... to post b4 i start bt to no avail. so heck it. so wds bn happenin so far. lets start with todae. it ws a nice nice get together with e bestie likea girlie girlie thing was at her plc. we were on her bed. tokin abt .. what we tok abt all e tym. GUYS!! hehehe. things we haf gone thru nonsense we took in. naiveness we portrayed. u shd see my dear bestie blushin. hehehe its bn long la. since we sit dwn n really tok... n u noe. e squeals.. n e feelings.. being able to relate to everyting... fun-ness. zizi n i went to e "romantic getaway" which is opp e stadium. hahahh another new place discovered. its suppaa cool a plc u shd bring ur significant other... it was bt 8 30.. me n zizi were sittin infront of the pond cum lake thingie n sudenli thrs this fountain wif orange lights n all.. me n zizi looked at each other n went "ROMANTIC NYERRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!" heheh. apology accepted didnt see THAT cumin along. hehe. 2 my lovables. i m takin care of myself. muachz. k this i got to tell u ppl. e jackass known as my bestfriend punked me. i cant bleev she did it. julz was not in exactly a happy mood. was complainin abt e daily happeninz. n fad went.. "zul. i feel nauseus." n im like. "nauseas. mebe its ur gastric or sth did u eat e whole dae?" [my bestie is a bitch hu doesnt rmbr to eat. or juz doesnt wanna eat at tyms. aka self torture] so i ws stil like dwellin on how unhappy i was wif my sicko life shit fk. n she was like "dae. its bn for abt 2 weeks. very nauseas want to vomit." n i was like. "fadie. is evryting ok." n in my head im like. "its nth. juz normal. see doc n b fine" n thn she goes "zul. u noe me n man ryt... " n im like. "yeah u guys juz broke up" [tts in my mind] bt i go "yeah. what happened to him." n shes like. "dae. we did it..." n im like "did wd?" in my head im like "k makin out wif ur bf is soo passe. like e norm thing to do. so. yeah. wth" n shes like "dae. y do gals get nauseus?" n im like "if their sick or wd la." n thn it dawned on me. i went nuts for a while "siti fadhila osman WTH ARE U TOKIN ABT" "u r tellin me tt u had sex wif man. as in man hus not ur bf animore now. as in sexual intercourse. whr u go all e way?" n shes like" yes. im soo dead la zul. im feelin soo sick nowdaes" n im like "WTH WERE U THINKIN. CAN I CALL U NOW FAD" "wd happened to u. i mean. dae!!! u had sex wif man1?!?!!?!?!? whn was all this!??!!??!?! omg. fadie.. wth la u." n shes like "2 weeks ago. i... ur e onni one hu noes. zul. i dunneo wd to do" n im like." fadie. makin out is ok la. bt WTH?? fadie??? wd were u thinkin " n she slike "dae.. i didnt think dae.. whn ur high. u dun think dae" n im like " WTH U GONA DO NOW. u.. u... u cud haf done sth abt it ryt. n no protection??" n shes like " i dun rmbr la dae. heat of e moment" n im like "AAAAARGH. FADHILA. IM GONA KILL U." n she slike " i noe i noe i noe im dead. soo dead now. DAE. hw da now? wd if pregnant or wd. nauseas n all." n im like" u cannot possibly b pregnant. onni bn 2 wks. confirm not pregnant. so dun think too much. n so is tt y u n man not tokin animore for e rest of ur lives? cos hes scared or sth?" n shes like " I FKIN DUNNO LA DAE!!!! IM SCARED." n im like thinkin. omfg my best fren did e most insane thing in e werld. n shes my best fren. wtf m i gona do to help. IM PRACTICALLY HELPLESSSSSS. i was like thinkin which clinic to bring her to. wtf la. she cudnt haf. aiyoooo. i tell u guys my head was spinnin. thinkin wd an asshole man ws n wd a fkin sotong fadie was n thr she goes "n zul. i noe tt u love me" n i was like "knnccb.. go to hell la u. cheeebai" my heart was runnin like a million beats a min thinkin wth to do for my bestie. n shes like. "GOTCHA BABEY!" n im like. "omfg. i hate u fadie. i seriously sincerely hate u now." n shes like "i noe u love me. i noe u care. if not u wun b here screwin me for gettin screwed." n im like. I HATE U LA BODOHHHHHHHHHHHHH seriously tellin u. was in after shock for soo long for a while all blank noe? dae. wth? if fadie was pregnant wth. how la sia? omg. i cannot think.... wel. frm this i noe. tt my bestie has brains. tt to forget my probs. she gave me a bigger one. bt oh wel. i noe she wun do anitin THAT STUPID. bt gosh. jus imagine. ur best fren. like e one u shared evryting wif. do nonsense wif. chabot sch jsu to meet up lepak n tok for hours. shop for hours. pedi mani for hours. glam2 fr hours cums up n goes. im pregnant n i dunoe wd to do. if she were to b in frnt of me literally i wil grab both her shoulders n shake her soo hard her brains will fall out. thn i noe shes gona cry. thn im gona cry thn god will bless our sad soulz. haiyoo. nuff said. i gt punked. by e bestie. goes to show how much she means to me n how much i care n bleev wdever she says. duncha dare cum up to me with e REAL thing fad. i noe even if i wanna help u. i cant. hahahaha. tts done. n yest was fun too. we met up again she chabot sch. hehehe sch started babe. SCH STARTED., exams are all round e corner. tym to see wheter my prioritisin is ryt. hu ever cums n goes or stays will... bt exams cum onni once. n my chance for poly is this onni once. [or so i bleev] hhahahahah.. eh no readin my own post im in a state of mind imaginig fadie wif a HUGGGGE tummy. CANNOT LA DAE!!!! gosh. k tata. hehehe im stil lazy to upload pics. n sudenli akhber cums n askes me wud u b my scandal or one nyt stand? hahahaha. n im like scandal. n hes like so whn we startin our scandalisms? n im like.. "er... whnever u wish.. heheheh" KERAAAAEEEZZZZZZEEEEEE muackz JuLiE |
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