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Friday, February 22, 2008
freedom writers. drc. pop. aoa. POLY. argh.
Friday, February 22, 2008
i watched freedom writers yesterdae.i cried frm start til the end. buckets n buckets. eyes hurt. i think im lucky i can walk outa my hse at 10 o clk in e nyt n nt fear tt sum malay or chinese fella is gona shoot me in e head. yeah. imagine if spore was like tt. gunshots blood internal war evrywhr. dun think id b alive now wd i? now i wanna go look for my diary of anne frank. read tt durin lit in sec sch. =) went to sembawang drug rehab centre on thurs. oh btw i stood prakash aka fairous up. [liars. full of shit] on tt dae. i totaly forgot tt i had to go for e visit n i arranged to meet him at 1 30. bt oh wel hu gives two wdvereS? n so e DRC. was like. ohmygosh. whn walkin down e corridor. wif all e inmates wif their backs facin us it was liek u noe mini tattoo xhibition. spore ink. kinda. n thn evrything thr is soo disciplineed. u get punished for "washin ur shorts at e rong tym" "for misplacing ur spoon" obviousli e usual "disputes & fights" n whn ur get punished. ur sent to this isolation room. n us 10 gals were given an "experience" tt room. like. thrs nth in it. juz sit thr n sit thr until ur asked to leev . u shit in thr u pee in thr n u also eat in thr nt juz u. bt max of 5 ppl in e same room. its not big u noe. like. 10 gals filled almos al fo e space in e room. n so like 5 uys oso slp in thr. was terribble. i tell u. juz terrible. thrs simply no privacy aniwhr. cameras at evry possible corner. e police see evrything u do. naked or not. do these ppl deserve it? yes. i think so. bt mcm kesian oso. bt hello. use ur brains. dun do drugs n get urself in2 this hell. n oh. e caning part. 4 feet cane wif 1 cm diameter or more. demo was on a dummy. bt i was clutchin my butt. oh my gosh it takes one stroke to tear ur skin n blood gushin out evrywhr. imagine ppl wif 24 strokes. god save u my child. seriously. e police officer kinda gd lookin noe. bt hes like merciless. no feelin. says hes done this canin thing for 6 yrs. countless ppl e more they shout the more harder e blow. tt kinda thing n thr are iodine stains on e floor. sum teeny weeny blood stains on e wall. n im like. puhlease can we getout of here. i feel sick. bt gd experience tho. not many get to go insyd drc n see e werks wd. n oh. e police officer warned uz. tt there are inmates hu bn thr for more thn 20 yrs. like u noe old men. n they like to oogle at young men's BUTTS. ew. juz two werds. ew. ew. all this punishment. discipline. all cos u wanted tt bloody drug. no use la seh. imagine 20 yrs. insyd u juz lost ur entire life mate. hmmm. i dun feel gd sudenli. i didnt go aoa. im irritated cos ive a front page proj to fin which is not even started simply cos i dun haf a thumbdrive to save in evyting e file is HUGE BAYBEH. so savin it into floppy disk wil take a million zillion yrs. n obviousli no space la. tyms like tt i feel like slappin myself. for losin my thumbdrive daddys not gona buy me a new one anitym soon sisters one is for her drama compt. so wd shal i do. i dunoe. dun ask me now. i hate front page. esp whn e whole class has evryting goin n doin n me. nth. his pop todae. i realised sth this week. whn u dun expect aniting. teeny weeny surpises are actually very fulfilling. wonder whether u all understan. bt i expect alot. ive alwys bn like tt i gues. whn it cums to relationships i think. so yeah. now im juz not bothered. i haf sch. exams proj roleplay to think abt so i dun bother n sudenli once in a while i get a msg n i feel gd insyd. aint tt nice now. julz learnt a new habit. yay! last nyt. i sat dwn. n toked to mum abt what im gona do aftr sch is done. told her abt all those private intituitions cumin n raisin hopes. givin talks. blah blah bt seriousli ive no interest in it. n mummy is nice. shes like. tellin me what she had in mind obviousli for me to werk if i dun get into poly [TOUCHWOOD] whr i could werk. n whr thr r lotsa benefits cpf blah blah its sth i dun like to touch on often cos thrs this feelin insyd like i really dunno wd e future has instore for me. so lets nt go thr. let me juz study fin.? bt haf to face it eventually wd. so far so gd. my folks bn okok supportive. ive bn studyin all my life. since p1. n sudenli ur askin me to werk. i cannot imagine myself. la. werkin. im so comfy in e studyin zone. i juz wanna cont thr. bt im 19 this yr. gues its tym to step outta e comfy zone. n step into e challenge zone [rmbr ytss principal mr tan fadie? he said this to us] so il werk n earn for my part tym dip. gosh. its all soo near soo fast juz yest i was at bishan ite. payin my first sem fees. wif mummy. buyin my sch u. n now i gt barely a few weeks til i graduate. i hope all ends well. what im lookin forward to. sentosa outing wif my lovelies. my party ppl. 1st of march. juz one dae. of nt studyin. one dae of enjoyment wif ppl i love yeah. hmmmm. nw. tym to get ready for PR. julz. |
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