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Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
so im here now.after quite sum tym. def feeling much2 better thn e last tym i blogged. bn actually avoidin my blog. duwan cum in here n open my heart out n becum one emokia bitch for e dae. hahaha. fake. ok. bye. wassup? POLY ADMISSIONS. e pressure. the tension. e OHMYGOD gona grad next mth. die la dae!!!! its finally here. like. im goin to graduate. leave ITE. ima gona miss my frens la seh! these 2 yrs bn fantabulous. hu said i regret? i made a correct choice by coming to ITE. n i haf sum wonderful memories etched in my mind. haish. sad luh! was tokin to e boyfie abt becumin an adult. [OHMYGOD I GT IRRITATIN NEWS. IN A WHILE K] haha we both dun wanna grow up. like. u noe. whn u leev. whn u gt more commitments n u dun tend to haf tym for ur loved ones. im afraid of all tht. i duwanna lose anione seh. nt e besties. nt e boyfie. not e lesbie. nt my classmates. i mean we all haf to u noe. grow up. we haf to face the new world out thr sumdae. hmmmmm. qns like wd if i didnt haf tym for u ? what if u got new frens n its just not e same animore? like i went thru tt whn i came to ITE n mos of my frens were all at POLY. onni fadie stood by me. n til todae. she stil is. by my syd. i dunoe. haha. life like this ah. haf to live with it i gues. cums a tym boyfies gona go NS. gosh i cannot think how il cope. hahahah. n lesbie wil go poly. n thn fadie n i wd b werkin. wel. e boyfie was swt last nyt. "dun worry julie. il alwys b by ur syd" hehehee. thnks. i love u. gues this is what they call real friendship. those hu stay arnd no matter what n are not jus werds. yeah. FADIE I LOVE YOU. hmmm. future seh. all this is like my future seh. talked things out wif e folks last nyt. nw atleast thrs peace in my head. wif regards to poly. n wel. lets hope all goes well. Biz is a very very hot course. myt not get in. myt get in. haish. oh v dae is cumin. hahahhaha. hmmmm. roses evrywhr. lovey dovey ooh lalas in evry shop u turn to. wel what can i say. "love is in e air" ahuh. ryt. nuff said. haha. n PAPA THINKS THT SHAFI IS MY BOYFIREND. its irritatin e hell outta me. keep askin irritatin qns. keep askin stupid irritatin qns things like hu is he? how u noe him? n yest it was abt munir. n hes like "hu is this munir? y u keep tokin abt him. hu is he. make sure u keep it to just frens" OMFG WTH IS RONG WIF U. ITS MUNIR WE ARE TOKIN ABT HERE!!!!!!!!! n he goes "do u realise tt i bn askin u alot of qns lately? e werld is a very small place ah. u jus think abt it" EH WHATEVER LA. Y U BOTHER SO MUCH? SUMTYMS I GET SOO FRUSTRATED. I FEEL LIKE . I DUNO WHHHHAAAAT I WANN ADO. I DUN NEED YOUR QNS NOW. I DUN NEED UR STUPID INTERROGATION NOW. IM STRESSED UP WIF THOUSAND N ONE THINGS IN MY HEAD. puhlease for gdness sake. shafi. aka boyfie. is my BROTHER. e brother i nvr had. okies? done. he shows abt much affection jus like a real boyfriend would n sumtyms even more thn tt n I APPRECIATE IT.. cos nt many noe what kinda shitass things i go thru. sudenly evry step i take is a mistake. evry fone call i attend to is my "boyfriend" evrytym im goin out is cos im meetin my "boyfriend" thrs no such person. im not attached. i dun haf a boyfriend no one cums to me n says i love you wif pure sincerity like their gona marry me tml ok? happy? no. NO . nooooo. gosh. thrs no fkin privacy. sudenli e folks juz wanna noe evryting. can u all leave me alone. pls. pls. i beg u. dun ask me aniting. i dun wish to answer. if i haf a boyfriend. il intro him to u ok. its not like im dumb. i noe if im gona haf a boyfriend e whole werld will noe. cos my father is such a popular icon. evryone noes u. is it my fault? IS IT MY FAULT?!!?!?! so anione cd haf seen me aniwhr wif just abt anibody. n u juz haf to think its my boyfriend. great, ever thought tt there are male species in this werld whom can be referred to as FRIENDS?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!? bye la. bye. bt eh. really if thr was a miracle. e boyfie cud b for real. haha. n ya u noe e sayin. e most happenin ppl in e werld usualy cud nvr b urs. john abraham is not mine. so y wud u think boyfie cud b mine? its my sayin. bye. |
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