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Friday, April 04, 2008
Friday, April 04, 2008
e gpa is 3.180.A for HR [wth. unexpected] B for AOA n PR no. im not happy. i expected atleast 3.3. i bn cryin. like a bitch. i juz cant stop ok. ya im one cheebai hu cries all e tym for evry single smal shit thing this is my RESULTS. wddya expect? poly admission. unsuccessful. no im wun cry ready. i dunoe wd to do now. i haven told e folks. they r oready way dissappointed wif e gpa i cannot look em in e face n say tt im goin nowhr wif such a fkin gpa. results were yest. didntnoe. so i tried chkin this mornin again. juz in slight hopes. tt i will see SUCCESSFUL. bt no. i didnt. it was e same thing frm yest. of cos i haf backup plans n all. bt i juz cant bring myself to call daddy n mummy to tell them. as it is aftr i saw e gpa. i called dad n all he cud ask was. "so wht does tt mean? so u cannot go poly la?" repeatin e same bloody qn. makin me cry. i tried my very very very best. ppl hu noe me. noe tt. bt thn it jus didnt happen. i juz did what i haven done in months. bt not helpin. head is in a swirl. i haven seen my family in approximately 6 daes. since sat. i bn stayin over mehrus plc thn shamzers. thn sent her off. n btw. kalam. is sooo cute. its all in e smile. really. yeah. n thn i bn werkin. 3 - 11. frm mondae to fridae. except on tues. spent tym wif shamzer thn sent her bac to her german ppl. so i wake up in da mornin. abt 6 i barely see mummy hu tells me to do e hse werk go to market thn go to werk. n thn i leev e hse at abt 1 plus. meet rifah n we werk. all e way till 11. thn wait for transport blah blah i reach home abt 12 ish plus. evryones aslp. ryt now i dun miss e family. cos my results are so fkin cheebai-ish.. i tried ok., im not in denial. i studied like a mad fish. it jus didnt happen. evryones got so much of expectations. includin my ownself. n now ive juz let them dwn. i duwanna turn tym bac or sth bt im juz hatin evryting. e aunt calls whn im on e way to werk preparin myself for another excitin dae duwan think abt results. think of werk whr m i gona get deployed. hu m i gona meet? hope its at level 2 cos i love to chit chat wif e security ppl. n all. n thn my fone rings n shes like. "hey zulaiha. hw ?? ur result?? are u goin to poly?" PEOPLE STOP PRESSURISING ME. as it is im like. tryin to forget abt e results. k. il b reasonable of cos ppl wanna ne how im doin la. bt ok. I HAVEN DONE THAT WELL. ok? happy? now go do ur werk pls. pls. police officer insists i shd marry him. so tt i dun haf to study. [go n die la] bt he was cute. i was readin my results whn he called of cos i was chokin back tears n im like "call me bac in 3 min" n whn he calls bac i get a scoldin [usual. if he doesnt scold. il b worried] n thn he sudenli out of nowhr screams I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU. i tell u i was laffin like mad. hes sooo crazy, in his office u noe!!!! bloody nutcase. heheheh. his officer was like "oi!!!! hu is tt?" hehehehhe. nice la kan. sumone hu doesnt wanna see me cry. [bt full of bullshit as well.] i called fadie umpteenth tyms til she picked up. n she tot sumone died. tt was even more funny. hehehehhehe. life goes on yeah. yesh. def. rifah. too. did e stupidest thing at werk yest we were to change thn sign in n wait for e briefin my dear gal walked straight into e GUYS TOILET. n me one gundusaamy FOLLOWED HER OSO. haiyooo.. thnk god noone was insyd!!! i was like. what happened to e sinks??? [thr were none] whahhahahahah. made me laff like orang giler!!!! hehehehe. i love my werk. i really haf many things to say abt it bt really. thrs no mood. no mood at all. i haven really tok to my mum abt how my werk is goin hu i get to meet n all. tts kinda really sad. bt given e fact tt noones gona really layan me after they hear my results. i myt as well forget it. mummy msged me sayin not to cry over spilt milk like is if i was enjoyin n slackin my 2 yrs. k i did my best. i juz shd haf done better ryt? i dunoe duneo dunoe. im nvr giving up ok. no. no way. juz tt. i duneo hwo to face e folks. tts abt it. im expectin a call frm mummy pretty soon. im not gona pic up. il tok whn im bac frm werk. haish. thnks rifah fadie munir n of cos etty!!! e boyfie. e girlfie. n my minzi. for encouragin me ok. i love u all lots lots. etty was soo cute. "dun get too emotional ok sayang?" hahahha. life. shit happens la. ryt now il go by rifahs werds "IM THE BEST. I HAF NO Cs IN MY TRANSCRIPT. SOO MANY PPL WANT ME TO WERK FOR THEM. PRIVATE SCHOOLS WILL LOVE TO HAF ME. I M VERY TALENTED N MY SKILLS WILL B RECOGNISED. I M VERY HARDWORKIN. SO NTHS LOST. I CAN DO IT. I CAN FURTHER STUDY. THERE ARE MANY MANY OPTIONS." love u babe. n fadie. makin me laffn laffn laff. eh u take care ok. dun move abt too much. whn ur much better we go STARBUCKS k? my treat. promise. i miss hangin out wif u. thnks for evrything my cute lil babybooo. erm. i meant bestie. k so im gona appeal. at nyp. with a 30% chance of gettin thru. bt atleast im gona try. n like munirs werds "do evryting u can n thn u opt for plan b ok?" yesh yesh ok. hehehehehe. i love my lovelies. i miss my lesbie. i miss my boyfie. i miss my bestie. n i miss minzi pandi arse pig. haish. whn are we all gona meet? whn we are free. haish. nw tym to shower n head to e market. hahahhaah. im a gd gal. wife material. police officer is proud of me. muackz julie. |
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