[one of my most fave pics.]

so. hw was my dae?

quite alryt i wud say.

sis b dae. so didnt go to werk.

surprised her wif a cake n all.

heheh. she was like coverin her mouth in wonder.

ahahahhaha. bloody kuku actually spoilt my plans

by arrivin home at 4 plus whn she said she wil

onni b bac home at 8 plus 9.

bt all went well. eventually.

went to chellams plc first.

to plan our roster for nxt mth.

nw tt we noe e basics.

we'll b tryin out other shifts as well.

so tt we can actually haf a social life

durin e weekdaes. hahahh.

thn atleast we get to go out or juz go home

n haf a longer weekend. haha. =)

n i knew it!!! HONEYGAL.

i knew it was u. i knew it.

pls la k. me n e d kaattu are very gd frens.

y u makin things difficult ah. panni.

k i shd use e werd aisha akka uses on u.

"yelavu pudichevelae!!!!"

hehehehehhehehe.

rest assured chellams n i love our job.

so aftr tt met up wif mumsie at chongpang.

to close our joint bank acc.

n to open my own personal one.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. bn waitin for this for so long noe.

wel. truth is. this is whr discipline comes in.

my mumsie. is one hell of a saver.

meaning shes very very VERY calculative.

n is one of e best person i noe in savin money.

so whn i get my own acc n i get to control

my flow of cash. i m abit worried.

cos i.. haha. love to spend my money???

yeah. so wel. things u do whn u finally

start earnin on ur own n u basically becum a young adult.

i soo much wanted to reach this point of life

whr i can do things on my own

without havin to "beg" n "nag" at papa n mumsie.

bt. im here now. n i noe im doomed if

i keep goin " i wanna buy this. i wanna buy tt."

aaaargh. wel. il learn. hahahhahaha.

SALES are goin on for ME ok. so yeah. no probs.

il b at evry other sales promotion. haha. hehe. wdever.

aftr e bankin issues done we did a lil jln2 arnd chongpang

n ooh . i gt a piere cardin sth2. woohoo. ;)

frm this place called "e brahouse." hehehehe.

i love it whn i go for this kinda mini shoppin escapades

wif mumsie. cos she kinda gets me almos anitin i ask for

once in a VERY VERY VERY BLUE MOON. =)

n thn came back home gona settle dwn abit n

in walks my sis. n im like WTF!?!??!

u said 8 o clk. its not even 4. y r u at home!??!?!

i ordered a cake for her a dae b4. n tot of pickin it up

at abt 7. n thn e bestie actually

made plans wif me to meet her at 6

at amk. she needed to get a cardi.

thn sudneli im in a panic. hahahah

rush la. bt end of e dae.

i managed to meet e bestie

jln2 at amk

n oso get e cake n surprise e sis.

hehehehehe.

wel not as tirin as

e nyt shift at e flyer on a fri. no. no whr near. =p

papa didnt make it.

to e mini celebration.

things bn really sour to e max.

at home. for e past few daes.

i always haf this one qn.

so sudenli evryone is askin each other to go n die.

n sumones becumin suicidal.

so much of tears. anger. pain n hurt.

wow. im strong yeah? i m. of cos. i m .

i think abt this more n more

talked to lesbie aftr a long tym

on e fone durin one of my

many self acclaimed 5 min breaks.

we talked n i let evrything out.

n e reason i give e rest abt y my eyes are puffy n red.

hahahahah. im very very very very strong.

n oh. tt aside. i gt my letter frm nyp.

unsuccessful application.

kinda expected it. esp aftr sp's letter.

so yeah. mummys bn askin [read: pressurising]

me abt y i haevn applied to any private sch yet.

keep repeatin myself to her

tt im waitin for DAE 09.

n todae shes like.

aaargh. random. sorrry. "iiiim ooon tonnnyyyt. "

k back. so i tol her. now if i apply n all.

n thn cum jan 09 if my see any of my frens gettin in2 poly

i wil go jump dwn, is tt alryt?

n she juz stares at me.

its not like i wanna waste my tym wd.

n both papa n mumsie dun like e idea of my job now.

"not related to wad i studied" bulshit.

haish. things like this onni keep makin me

feel like im more of a failure havin

it sucks la k. really. dun like this. dun like tt?

aaargh. wdever la.

n oh. sudenli mummy wants me to

try for e job of a BANK TELLER.

at POSB. [which i think is cos we were

spendin abt half hr at e bank todae.

n e bank teller was soo nice to us. n

so mebe mummy thinks its a gd job

gd pay. govt subsidies. bonus n all tt]

yeah ok fine. bt I MUST LIKE MY JOB RYT OR NOT?!?!?!??!

n thn she goes.,

another self chk into e fact tt im stil a bloody failure.

was tryin so hard to fight bac e tears. bt its ok.

evryone gets frustrated. even i do. so nvm. bleargh.

i went to chk out for e bank teller thingie n applied.

so yeah. papa n mumsie want e best for me

i noe. they love me. bt im juz stressed.

i dun haf a clear pathway to walk on.

im getin used to werkin n meetin e bestie for lunch

n goin out on e weekends...

bt tt doesnt equal to duwanna study at all for e rest of my life.

mummy says jan 09 wil b too late.

says in 7 mths or so il b engrossed in werk.

n all e money n all. i wun wanna sit bac n study nimore.

true. maybe. yeah. bt no way la.

ok i duwan tok abt this.

need to get all of this outta my head.

meetin e babe tml.

jln jln camwhore tml.

thn werk.

WHAO. WHAT A FKIN LONG ENTRY SIA.

so much for wantin to onni post pics.

haish. nyts my lovely darlins.

i love u all muchmuchmuch.