i had a very fulfulling day at werk.

the title of e pic above is

im nt alone. of cos.

bt im in pain.

no nt gettin emo.

these few daes.

alot of truths.

things i dun haf control over.

e policeofficer is goin thru

a turnin point in his life.

i wanna b thr for him. really do.

bt its not in my hands. i dun decide.

realised tt werk is all tt i ever do.

ive cut dwn alot on my social life.

dun haf an interest in almos anitin.

juz tok to e impt ppl i noe. n love.

mebe oni for me la. hu noes. dunoe abt u .

e person i looked up to broke my evryting

couple of years back. n im living with it.

alryt. tts it.

things. puts ppl in very tryin situations.

very painful situations.

n u start tokin this kinda shit like me.

whn im soo fkin tired. aftr such a tiring dae.

im bloggin. things most ppl proly wun even undastan.

n pls. if ur readin. dun bother askin me wds its abt.

i plan to shut up abt this. n close this here.

trust is indeed a huge werd.

a very huge werd.

i stil have alot of it.

i know i wun give up tt easily.

bt good god. give me the strength pls.

pls. cos this is e beginnin of many a horrendous situation.

wht starts out small.. is gona becum huge.

n im not sure whthr i can handle on my own.

gone are e daes whr i depended on sumone.

im dependin on myself. to live with things. liek this.

allah. u haf to help me. pls. im scared to face e future.