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Wednesday, July 09, 2008
Wednesday, July 09, 2008
thrs so much of negative energy arnd me.i dun noe wd to make of it. werk sucked. big tym. n i mean big tym. ive nvr seen thiru this angry. or harsh. sudneli its all abt rules n regulations. n come to think of it. i m kinda guilty [only slightly] for takin tings for granted. bt thr are other tyms ..or most of the tym whr we werk our ass off.. it goes unseen. but whn we make e slightest mistake... e slightest mistake n it becums a HUGE problem. wel. wd can i really say? thrs no such thing as : LIFE IS FAIR. u see now. im sooo tired. phisically n mentally tired to argue wif anione. dad calls frm nowhr. n enquires abt what ive done abt sch. ok gd. was bankin on thurs. cos i asked for off. n OH. one more thing abt werk. NEW SHIFTS. which SUCK BIG TYM. 10 am - 2 pm. & 6 pm - 10 pm. BLOODY 4 HOURS. im tellin u. im fuming. bt its ok. i was considerin uploadin pics of various ppl pullin their hair out. bt im lazy. n aniwae. no pic can really describe how im feeling now. k bac to daddy. he calls. n thn whn i tell him im goin on fri. hes like. i think u just call sp / nyp n enquire abt DAE? i think its a better choice. n in my head im like WASNT TT WAD IVE BN TRYIN TO SAY ALL THIS WHILE!?!??! bt im juz so goddamn tired. ok. just do what u want. so first was bmc. thn sim. thn now bac to square one. poly. n thn u ppl stil can go "u make e decision. whtever it is. cos in the end it shudnt b like we decided n thn u didnt want it or sth" tired la k. n very pressurized. tot werk will b my source of fun now tts also gone. turn left problem. turn ryt problem. i shd hang myself. upsyd dwn. the problem will stil b thr. in e midst of all this. im missing e tellytubby. nt tt much. juz. u noe. like tt. n ive got a new fren. a new khaki. siti. shes crazy fun. =) shes close to tellytubby noe. heheheh n wel. simply put ah.. i haf to adapt to changes. cos i noe. il b werkin n wun b stoping anytime soon. cos now tt sch has bn like pushed forward [not tt evrythins settled. juz u noe. kena delay more] i cant b quittin n stayin at home i cant becum full tym maid wif no pay. n i haven settled sth yet. its buggin me evry single dae. n whn im settled. im sure hells gona break loose. so yeah. patience is a virtue. [by my beloved diddu] patience. patience. n now im juz EXHAUSTED. need. my. bed. pillows. blankey. NOW. muackz julz. |
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