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Saturday, October 25, 2008
Saturday, October 25, 2008
il nvr be a hypocrite.correct. im given the choice to do what i feel is right. i haf to be strong. i haf to stop all this cryin cos its bringin me no whr at all. its tym i acted matured. look things .. fadie said. its abt how i look at things. true enuff.. juz for how long am i gona b like this? i need sum peace too.. i guess its just e negativity surroundin e issue tts makin me wanna curl into a ball n hug my bear n cry nonstop. bt other thn tt... besyds tt.. i shud start thinking.. abt evryting. mebe i will accept things. i guess i will.. im not a stone hearted person. my mum was. n if shes makin an effort. i will do e same for her sake. for the first tym. my dad talked to me abt evryting. in a matter of half an hour. n i feel guilty. apparently for no reason. bt to see him cry. tt hurts. really does. i guess im not sha. she will not b moved at all. once decisions made. no goin bac. bt i love my family. i duwanna see evryone goin thru shit. n esp whn im one of e reasons. im one jumbled up peice of shit now. i need to divert all my attn to e hse werk now. later e whole family will b at amk. im stayin over. shd i carry e baby? shd i try n mingle? sha wil hate me for e rest of my life. bt its my decision. if mum can do it. i can . nw im rmbr kather. his situation. n how he is happy. cos he chose to b. slowly la. one thing at a tym. lets just get over with this wedding. nw stuff to do b4 wedding. * my nails!!! [surprisingly mumsy is ok wif me nail polish!] * my face!!! [fahs beauty recipe] * lingerie!!! [haha. as usual. weeeeeeee] * haf as much fun as i can. yeah. once in a while. i can b a vainpot. eh hello. kan wedding? nk glamour sikit? e song. one step at a tym really workin things out fr me now. lotsa love my lovelies. n oh. last nyt. i found a new LB. all e way at nyt safari.. e halloween fest getups n all. e horror tram ryd. n all. thanks to HUDAYA!!! heheh. all free. hehe. n oh. zhiyang. my scared partner for e day. heheheh. i gt nth to say... *winks* whahah buhbyeeeeeeeeeeeee. muackz julie.b. |
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