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Friday, October 03, 2008
Friday, October 03, 2008
so raya is over.n i tot i cud haf handled it better. so much for all e advice for e younger one whn i was e one hu was emotionally weak. im fkin weak. weak weak weak. bt i cant blame myself for anitin can i? im just in denial. in denial of evryting. i cannot bring my self to do aniting. its jus.. i cant help it ok. raya was like shit. bullshit. e most impt ppl i was expecin didn even turn up. the ppl i didnt want in my hse made their presence felt all e way . i didnt expect myself to react this bad. like e whole family was thr. with e newborn all in turqoiuse. i was half surprised y my dad didnt wear sth similar. im gona haf to face these ppl for e rest of my freakin life whthr i like it or not. im gona take a lot of tym to get used to this shit thing. i suck at it. i noe. n i just dun care wd anione has to say all of u are fkin hypocrites for all i care. "oooh shes soo cute~! ooh u dunoe her ah. hassans daughter la." GO N FREAKING DIE PPL. JUST GOOOOOOOOOOOO. im really pissed off with my ownself. so im just lettin loose. y m i explainin myself. cos i dunoe how to handle situations. now my mum hs to cum up to me n say "dun embaraass me." n i tot i was e one hu did things e ryt way? gosh. i hate this fked up thing i cant enjoy aniting. u noe wd i feel like doin. killin evryone of em evry single one of them n thn il b gd. satisfied. irritatin idiots hu make my life MISERABLE. nvm onni a few more years. n il b outtaf this stupid country. to enjoy my life. to let go of this stupid burden. n ooooh... CONGRATS BOYFIEEEEEEEEEEEE. hehehehe n whrs e fkin bike guy?!!??!?!?!?!? FADIE?~?~~? ASK HIM TO CALL~!!!! niwaes im out. selamat hari raya to all. ryt now. i dun really care of ive hurt u all in aniway wd soever. bt thn again. to all my loved ones. u noe hu u r. u ppl mean much to me. i love u al. muackz julz. |
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