nw i cant wait. to see u again.

miley cyrus keeps poppin in my head.

i loooooooove e freakin song.

its just crazy.

im suppa broke.

e mp3 player decided to die a few daes ago.

need to get sumone a bdae prezzy.

went to madrasah after ages.

n sudneli im e event coordinator for e meelath anni.

whoa. atleast ive gt sth to werk on once i quit e job.

i dont mind taking charge of things.

i can pull it off. juz haf to werk on it yeah.

i dunoe why. mebe this is y sumtyms i feel

thr is def sumoen up thr watchin.

openin doors whn othrs close.

coordinating stuff the meelath fuct is gonna b tedious.

bt like. il b concentratin on sumthing totally worthwhile.

why not? =)

trip to sim wasnt bad.

if u dun count in how e lady spoke to papa.

n made me feel hopeless. for a few nanoseconds.

sudneli we're tokin abt edu loans. interest rates.

govt jobs. degrees at e uni of london.

its pretty overwhelming. n its gt me worried sick.

whthr il even make it into e sch.

e wait is until e end of feb. for e results. haish. =(

DAE is open already. almost i think.

[thank all e gods in e werld! like FINALY]

goin thru e pages of all e Ps again n again.

savin em to faves. researchin n callin.

im tired already. actualy. nt tired.

im like almost givin up. i duno why.

atleast papas supportin me. i mean both folks are.

bt oh well.

next trip to tp n nyp. god pls help me.

gettin into ani if these of cos is better thn sim.

bt as long as sumone accepts me. im goin man. pls. haish.

its raya haji tml.

evryones gona b at my plc.

good i guess. bt of cos. no ones happy.

this tym its really totally my own fault.

i put myself in a situation whr i can say i deserve it.

its tym to sit dwn n really think what im really gona do with myself.

i gues thrs onni so much of fun i can haf.

e diff abt raya n raya haji. 08.

tt tym e famiy was upset over another issue

n now its abt totally another issue.

n oh. wd else is diff.

hahahahha.

im gona make myself an ice milo.

n thn fin up my twilight.
frustratin as it is.

no ones tokin tome at home.

[actually. juz e mommy.]

doesnt bother me actually.

i juz need money for myself till i end my job.

which myt b a problem.

i need e money to go service my mp3 as well.

n abt a new fone. i can wait till a thousand yrs for tt.

can sumone juz lend me abt. say. 30 bugs?

pls. gosh. wtf m i doin.

tt 30 is for my mp3. cos im dyin without e music

its e onni ting which makes life easier to live in.

im dwn to beggin oready. ='(

i better go now