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Friday, April 10, 2009
Friday, April 10, 2009
great.its pouring. n im supposed to b gettin ready to go to e cousins hse. which im dreadin. =[ haish. n fadie found a song describin my feelings as usual. lily allen. never gonna happen. nice hehehe. lily allen is wierd. bt i like. =) oh wel. im frightfully hungry. brkfast being at 9 am. n now its close to 4. i love to catch up with my cousins. bt i hate their paternal cousins hu wil all b present. urgh. i wonder whthr its just my low self esteem or their stupid bitch like airiness. wdever tt it. or mebe my jealousy of not being able to b like them? yeah maybe. bt thn again. im happy whr i m. n i dun get called "wayang on e street" which e boyfie did. whn he saw them whahhahaa. oh wel. im gona b bored. leftout. n lonely. yay. hopefully since its ranin they all fail to turn up [fat hope] n thn yeah. aargh wdever la k. just b done n over with. time to makeup n look beautiful. btw nw i rmbr why i even wanted to blog. ever had e impending sense of doom. im goin thru it now. or since my mum tol me tt my granpa is gona b over at my plc tml. for 2 mths. i dun hate e old man. i hate all e problems he makes. i hate havin to see my mum 24/7 tension i hate to have to cajole my granpa into not runnin away frm e hse i hate to have to cum home n see my mums face annoyed i hate to hear my granpa screamin out at my neighbours to save him i hate it whn he doesnt eat his brkfast lunch or dinner plus medicines. n i hate it whn he wants my dad at home 24/7 n i really hate it whn he is perfectly normal whn e dad is arnd n totally stubborn whn hes not arnd. yeah. so u feellin e impending sense of doom? i m. n my mum was upset abt it., she had to scream at me . goin. "why cant u think of nice stuff. y being so negative" n hello mam. i cant act like u. i cant pretend its gona b a very fulfilling satisfyin nice 2 mths. cos e whole werld noes. tts exactly wht it WOULD NOT BE. bt thank ALLAH. im a very patient person. no matter hw much i disdain my situation. i wil stil b nice to my granpa i stil tok to him n i stil bear with everyting until he goes to faizals hse yea. nw im gona go make up n grab a bk n wait for mummy to get ready n face ppl i hate. yeah. woohoo for me yaw. muackz julz. |
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