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Sunday, April 05, 2009
Sunday, April 05, 2009
im in a jolly mood.amulus family gave me a surprise visit. hahahah mum was out e whole dae. i was up n abt sick of life. n i open e door. n see my lovely baby bbbbboooooo! gosh hes gona turn out to b a heartthrob i tell u. hehehehheheh. ived missed him very much n ws gld e evenin was spent well. yaynesss. i can nearly smell them cumin to amk. CANT WAAAAAAITTTTT. n oh. my cousin in law. meanin marni. is pregnant. n im wonderin if her stomach is biig. hahahhaha. its mondae tml. sumhw i cant wait for tml. i haf sth to settle n i guess n hope it wil go smooth tml. n even if it doesnt. im nt gona b tt bothered. i just. well. lets just say i want it to b done n over with asap. it wil b a huuge burden off e chest. e bestie was sayin sth abt she being too nice n not wantin to hurt ppl. n just a few daes ago.. ive cum to realise tt im really good at jus tt. hurtin sumone to e max. bt its really for sth gd. for myself. after a while. wd seemed fun is not fun animore just PLAIN ANNOYING. IRRITATIN. FRUSTRATIN. yeah. im e kind hu doesnt shout on e fone. n i did it. i dun go all mean n sarcastic n simply bitchy [for real] n i did it. like ive had enuff. more thn enuff. so its tym to settle it my way. if other ways dun work out. so tml must go well. n sudenly i feel like. can skip tml or not. go straight to tues. so tml wud b over ready. k ive lost it. my marbles. gone. e boyfie is lookin damn hot nwdaes. hahahha. n e lesbie lookin like nk mampos in sum of her pics. hahahahah i miss u guys, tho im not realy in contact like b4 just wanna say I LLLLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOVVVVEE U GUYS. MANY2. *hugggiieeezzz* sudenli evyting is sooo suppa boring. even fb at tyms. daes are spent wonderin whn e eff 16th will cum. n thnks to shila. im pretty excited abt me fujitsu. haha. yayness. once i get e fone bac. i guess pretty much evytin wil fall into plc. me goin to sch. gettin bz with stuff. things i need to take note of. goin out. onni on weekends.[except dinners with e bestie.] minimise my usage of fone. [god must help with this one] make sure no one invades my privacy. [esp e family ppl] make sure im bac home early most of e tym [god help again] make sure i cut dwn on e itty bitty bad habits. [god again] save up n go shoppin wdsoever evy 2 mths. [this is a must. no choice] studay hard man. get a part tym job durin holz. make sure i haf MONEY. i can go on n on. bt e first few things are more impt thn e rest. thrs sth paranoid abt me. this i gt to say cos while i was clenain up e dad went "my fren is cumin over so faster tidy up" i juz cont n went to shower n thn i tot. hu e hell sia cumin? mebe isit sum guy n his dad or sth sumone my dad is gona get me married off to worse part no ones home. juz dad n me. so it cus haf bn sum kinda secret meetin without e mums knowledge. just like so called force me to agree to marry sum ustads god worshippin son!!!!! sialla. i was soo afraid to go shower. like. wd if i came out n e whole family was thr. simply put. paranoia was takin over me. this whole marriage thing is scarin me. n e mum n i are constatntly havin mini qiarrels. over wd im gona do afta my dip IM NOT EVEN STARTED n shes fightin oready. hahahah. life ah. like wanna jus go AAAAAAAARGHHHHHH bt im very sure of one ting. im gona b like soo adament abt goin overseas il b worse thn my sis. [nt tt shes a goner. bt shes good at gettin e things she wants.] yeah. n THANK GOD. whn i was outtaf e shower. it was amulus family n no one wanting to get me married was tellin amulus mum n she was laffin at me. walau i was being serious noe cant predict wd my dad has in his head MOST OF E TYM! haish. n ive decided tt im 99% straight n 1% bi. nazminah is e only gal il b ok being a lesbian for real with. yeah. confirm. lotsa love muackz julie.b |
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