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Friday, May 08, 2009
Friday, May 08, 2009
well hello to the world. =)im in a jolly wolly good mood. currently at nyp library south wing [i think] sch is over. yay. im meetin my lovelies at arnd 3 30 at amk hub. =) lets start with STAGE ARTS DRAMA. orientation. awesome or whaaat!?!?!?! lotsa lotsa crazy ppl. new frens. old ones. seniors. juniors. blh blh. games. funny crazy acting. n HELLOTSA LAUGHTER enjoyed evryting. n im suppa excited abt e productions instore for us this sem. thrs this NYP MUSICAL event. first ever in nyp. n of cos I WANA JOIN. auditions are later in e evenin. goin with zizi. hopefully we gt it. its really a huge event/production, n wil do my portfolio alot of justice n of cos all e experience n fun n drama. tts e most impt ting. so this one im goin for it. n thn thrs this ANNUAL STAGE ARTS PRODUCTION. so wanna go for tt one too. n i gt a crazy stare frm zizi . he went "are u crazzy julz?" n i was like. no.. i juz. wanna learn more n have fun! n he was like "julz. big productions mean evrydae rehearsals no matter wd tym u end sch. it also means u haf to complete ur tutorials. proj. studyin n go for rehearsals." oh wel. heheh julie kn da excited. so totally forgot e reality, for a while sch just seemed like stage arts n nth else. :P yeah. n i wil b dead thn. bt thn again. duncha think tts wd life is all abt balancing things. managin ur tym well. n being an all rounder. so as to get e best out of evryting u WANT n NEED. ?? im gona haf to learn sumdae to juggle my things give sufficient tym for evyting n do e best i can. in evyting. bt of cos la. for starters one thing at a tym. as it is. im almost strugglin.. okok no im not strugglin. im juz tryin to get used to e fast pace n b disciplined abt finishin up my werk. n revisin wds bn taught. ive bn out of e education system for a year. so im tryin my best to move bac to e hectic werld of schlin. so yeah. for now. just go for e musical auditions. see whthr i make it. insha allah. i wanna make it. thn il juz concentrate on this one. n sch werk. shud i not get in. thn il audition for the stage arts production. this or tt. =) either way i wanna learn as much as i can =) tts all e happy part. sad part now. my baby boo amulu has bn admitted into kk hospital. sum nasty insect bite which caused an infection on his forehead. n spread to his eyes. n the topper portion of his face is all swollen to gigantic proportions. ='( i nearly cried out loud n almost made a scene thr. bt i controlled myself. cos i love amulu. n my heart juz cudnt take it. to see him like tt. seriously. cmi. bt i didnt make a scene. it wun b a nice thing to do. n ok. i haf to cum out of this "cry at evryting" shit sumdae. he was slpin whn i reached. bt whn he was awake i had a clear view. n man. it hurt. goodness. bt no matter wd my baby is stil my baby a great big "AMULU" had him smilin. n u can see he is clearly uncomfy with e drips tube on his hand n he was like. "mum mum" whahha. as usual. he was stil e same. jz tt his face was swollen. n amulus mummy was like. "zul. todae hes so much beter. last nyt he face was even bigger" i was tinkin. "ok thank god i dint cum last nyt. i wud haf cried like a mad woman" bt hu cares nw hes better. one more blood test result to go. be4 he can b discharged i think so me n maami were gettin him to have his makan. thn i brought him out fr a wlk all arnd e ward. with his runnin n screamin n all. hehehehe. love him mny2 la. n this i gt to say. whn i reached e ward. thr was this kiddo. hu was folowin me all arnd . n i was lost. lookin for amulus bed. i didnt notice whn i finally reached. amulis mum goes.. "hus this girl?" n i turn. the gal is cute abt 4 yrs old. n she immediately fires qns at me "who are u? whr do u live? whr are u cumin frm" n me anxious to see my bbay. i wasnt payin attn. n e gal kept folowin me. n she go kachau all e other kids arnd. n kena scolded by e nurse bt stil go arnd kachau. -_- it was my first tym at e childrens ward. so i didnt noe wd to expect. i tot its a hospital. must b quiet. ppl kn sick? must rest bt here!! gt kids runnin abt here n thr. evrywhr! n thr was this chinese boy. hu was supper defiant. n went "lanchao la u" at e NURSE! n tamil ah. u wil call this kinda ppl "ADENGAA APIDARI" i was soooo shocked n thn i was gettin frustrated with e malay gal hu kept shakin amulus bed n throwin his play things arnd -_- one more storey. [hahaha loooong post eh?] e baby next bed to amulus was like a 30 day baby, an indian family e mother. was thr. n she was hoggin on e fone while her cutey lil baby was CRYIN HER SMAL SMAL LUNGS OUT! i duno WTF e mum doin.. il juz throw my fone sumwhr n attend to my justborn baby. so wd if ur tired. UR STIL E MOTHER. e babys cryin for god noes how many crazy reasons. bt CARRY LA.!! kn new borns need all e warmth arnd carry n hug hug n sing lullaby or cooo at e baby STH! u just sit thr n talk on e fone n try tappin e baby OF COS E POOR THING WIL CRY LA. my aunt. hu cudnt tahan animore actually went over to sayang the baby. mcm she look afta all e way siol! duneo wtf e mum doin. damn small noe e baby. n i think gt multiple injections n thn they take sth frm e bone marrow or wd so obviously baby is hellotsa pain n its shiverin la dae!!!! haiyo. stupid indian woman. dunoe how to look afta her own child! crazy idiot. thn i supose they had other kids to go fetch frm sch. both hubby n wifey letf e plc with my aunt stil carryin e baby n sayin salawat n wdever nots. -_- n thn later e parents of e baby didnt cum abc bt e aunt n aunts bf came i think atleast better la e aunt carried e baby n all. nonsense siol. n amulus mum actualy said tt durin e nyt e baby was cryin n both papa n mama were actually SLPIN AWAY. astagfirullla. how ah? hw u all can do like tt ah? ur baby. NEW BORN BABY. onni 30 daes. havin fever n wdnot. cryin out loud for e entire hospital to hear. n u guys can actualy fall aslp? i gt NOTHING. to say. -_- aaargh. bt yeah. as usual e moment i see e many patients. in e hospital. i start to regret even cumin. n best part fad. i called her to tel her tt im nt goin to watch wolverine afterall. n was otw to kk to see amulu. this is wd she said. "waah. all this while sumone in e hospital nvr go n see. now baby kena admit go ah!! thn u said u wun even cum see me in a hospital if i ever gt admited! bt baby can go see la?" walau!! idiot. ur being suppa unfair loh. listen. U ARE MY BESTFREN LA DAE. e minute i noe ur in hospital i wil cum. bt just e thought of u in tubes n wder sht is scarin me n makin me tear NOW oready. so tts y. if u ready not in a gd situation n i arrive n start cryin like a bitch. i think even ur MUM WIL DRIVE ME AWAY. n thn hes at e hospital i noe. bt u nvr tol me u were gona visit. n i dun even noe which hospital he is in! wth m i todo whn i arrive, n if i see alot of tubes n blood streams n wd not i myt scream n pengsan thr n thn. -_- i think he wun ever msg me again afta tt. hahhahaha. n puhlease la. this is amulu. wd with e demam babi shit now. i juz had to see tt he was alryt. infrnt of my own eyes. n i was fearin all e way in e bus. whthr iwas gona see drips n tubes n wdevers. bt he was onni a child so no sch things. thank god!!! HAHAHAHA. haish. hospitals. they make me sad la. i oni like to go see ppl in hospital whn they haf just given birth to babies thn its all smiles. n cute lil babies. yeah. u guys noe wd? my closest cousin. my dearest swtheart even whn she was in e hospital i didnt go cos i noe i wun b able to handle wd i see. bt e moment she was home i was thr. so yeah. enuff talk abt hospitals. wanna go do my AFA. n thn oh ya. nxt week. kather is bringin me to go watch WOLVERINE!!!! yay! yay! yay! lotsa love ppl. ya allah. pls make sure tt my amulu recovers soon. i wanna bring my baby go to habib noor once hes bac thn we all go zoo. =) muackz julz. |
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